Notwithstanding her dislike to have it supposed that Mr. Pen was her
spiritual adviser, Mary did make a hurried visit to the Vicarage to ask
his advice. Not that she had much confidence in the good Vicar’s advice;
but to act in such a case, where experience fails you altogether,
entirely on your own judgment without even the comfort of “talking it
over,” is a hard thing to do. “Talking it over” is always an advantage.
The for and against of any argument are always clearer when they are put
into words and made audible, and thus acquire, as it were, though they
may be your own words, a separate existence. Thus Mary became her own
adviser when she consulted Mr. Pen, and there was no one else at hand
who could fulfil this office. They talked it over anxiously, Mr. Pen
being, as she knew he would be, entirely on Randolph’s side. To him it
appeared that it would be a great advantage for Nello to be taken to
school by his uncle. It would be “the right thing to do”--better than if
Mary did it--better than Mr. Pen himself could do it. Mary could not
find any arguments to meet this conventional certainty. She restrained
her distrust and fear, but she could not say anything against the fact
that it was kind of Randolph to propose this, and that it would be
injurious and unkind on her part to reject it. She went home dispirited
and cast down, but set to work at once with the practical preparations.
Saturday was the day on which Randolph had said he must go--and it was
already Thursday--and there was not a moment to lose. But it was not
till the Friday afternoon, the eve of separation, that Miss Musgrave
could screw her courage to the point of informing the children what lay
before them. The afternoon was half over, and the sun beginning to send
long rays aslant from the west. She came in from the village, where she
had gone in mere restlessness, feeling that this communication could be
delayed no longer; but she disliked it so much herself that the thought
of Nello’s consternation and the tears of Lilias was almost more than
their tender guardian could bear.
But when she came in sight of the old hall door, a group encountered her
which bewildered Mary. A young man on horseback had drawn up at the side
of the ascent, and with his hat off, and the sun shining upon his
curling hair and smiling countenance, was looking up and talking to
little Lilias, who leaned over the low wall, like a lady of romance
looking over her battlements. The sun gleamed full upon Lilias too,
lighting up her dark eyes and warmly-tinted cheek and the hair which
hung about her shoulders, and making a pretty picture. Her face was full
of earnest meaning, grave and eager and tremulous. Nello, at the hall
door, above this strange pair, contemplated them with a mixture of
jealousy and wonder. Mary had come upon them so suddenly that she could
hear the young man answering something to the eager demands of the
little girl. “But, you are sure, quite sure? Oh, are you certain, Mr.
Geoff?”
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