And this was hardest upon the one who understood it least. Lilias, whose
mind was open to everything, and who sat looking out as from a door,
making observations, keenly interested in all that went on, and at the
same time with a reserve of imagination to fall back upon, was fully
occupied at least if nothing more. Every day she watched for “Mr. Geoff”
with news of her father. The suspense was too visionary to crush her
with that sickening depression which affects elder minds. All had a
softening vagueness and confusion to the child. She hoped and hoped, and
cried with imaginative misery, then dried her eyes and hoped again. She
thought everything would come right if Mr. Geoff would only bring papa;
and Mr. Geoff’s ability sooner or later to find and bring papa she never
doubted. It was dreadful to have to wait so long--so long; but still
every morning, any morning he might come. This hope in her mind absorbed
Lilias, and made her silent, indisposed for play. At other times she
would talk eagerly, demanding her brother’s interest and response to
things he did not understand. Children can go on a long time without
understanding, each carrying on his or her monologue, two separate
streams, which, flowing tranquilly together, feel like something mutual,
and answer all the ends of intercourse; and in this way neither of them
was aware how far apart they were. But Nello was dull; he had so little
to do. He had no pony, he could not play cricket as Johnny Pen did with
the village boys. He was small, even for his age, and he had not been
educated in the art of knocking about as English boys are. He was even a
little timid of the water and the boats, in which other boys might have
found solace. Half of his time he wandered about, listless, not knowing
what to make of himself.
This was the condition of mind in which Randolph met him on one of
these lingering afternoons. The child had strayed out all by himself; he
was standing by the water-side at his old amusement, but not enjoying it
this time. “What are you doing?” said his uncle, calling out to him as
he approached. Randolph was not a favourite with the children; but it
was half an amusement to see any one coming near, and to have to answer
a question. He said “Nothing,” with a sigh; not a single skip could he
get out of those dull slates. The water would not carry them; they would
not go; they went to the bottom with a prosaic splash and thud. How
different from that day with the old gentleman, when they flew as if
they had been alive! Perhaps this new comer might have luck, and do as
well as the old gentleman. “Will you have a try?” he said; “here is a
good one--it ought to be a good one; but I can’t make them go to-day.”
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