It would be doing Randolph injustice to suppose that after he was out of
the shadow of the trees, and in safety, with a broad level bit of road
before him, on which everything was distinctly visible all round, he
could be capable of believing that he had seen a ghost. Nothing of the
kind. It must have been one of the people about the place, poking among
the bushes, who had disappeared under the branches of the trees, and
whom he thought like John only because he had been thinking of John--or
perhaps his thought of John had produced an optical delusion, and
imagination had painted some passing shadow as a substantial thing, and
endued it with his brother’s image. It might have been merely an
eccentric tree, on the outline of which fancy had wrought, showing a
kind of grotesque resemblance. It might be, and probably was, just
nothing at all. And it was supremely ridiculous that his heart should so
thump for such an absurd delusion; but thump it did, and that in the
most violent manner. He was out of breath, though he had made no
exertion. And he could not pick up his thoughts where he had dropped
them, when he saw that--figure. A thrill as of guilt was in his soul; he
was afraid to begin again where he had left off. He found himself still
rather breathless before the house, looking up at the veiled windows of
his father’s room. For the first time Randolph thought with a little awe
of his father lying there between life and death. He had not thought of
him at all in his own person, but rather of the Squire officially, the
old life who kept a younger generation out of the estate. It was time
the elders were out of the way, and age superseded by middle age. But
now for a moment he realized the man lying helpless there, in the very
pathway of death--not freed by the Great Deliverer, but imprisoned by
Him, all his senses and faculties bound up, a captive tied hand and foot
by the grim potency who conquers all men. Randolph was frightened
altogether by the mysterious encounter and impressed with awe. If there
had been daily service he would have gone to church, but as there was
nothing of the sort in Penninghame, he went into the library to read a
good book as the next best thing to do. But he could not stay in the
library. The silence of it was awful. He seemed to see his father,
seated there in his usual chair, silent, gazing at him with eyes of
disapproval that went through and through him. After five minutes he
could stand it no longer. He took his good book, and went out to the
side of the water, within sight of the road where people were coming
and going. It was a comfort to him to see even the doctor’s boy with his
phials, and the footman who came with his mistress’s card to inquire how
the Squire was. And he looked out, but looked in vain, with mingled
eagerness and fear for the broad hat he had seen so mysteriously
appearing and disappearing. Who could it be?--some stranger
astray in the Chase--some one of the many tourists who wander
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