He went at first daily to inquire for the old man, and never failed to
see Lilias somewhere waiting for him with serious, intent face, and eyes
which questioned even when the lips did not speak. Lilias did not say
much at any time. She examined his face with her eyes and said “Papa?”
with a voice which trembled; but it became by degrees less easy to
satisfy Lilias by telling her, as he did so often, that he had not
forgotten, that he was doing everything that could be done, smoothing
the way for her father’s return, or waiting till he could more
successfully smooth the way. “You do not believe me, Lily,” Geoff said,
with a sense of being doubted, which hurt him sadly. “Yes; but he is not
your papa, Mr. Geoff, and you are grown up and don’t want any one,”
Lilias said, with her lip quivering. The visionary child was deeply cast
down by the condition of the house and the recollection of the
melancholy rigid figure which she had seen carried past, with a pang of
indescribable pain and terror. Lilias seemed to see him lying in his
room, where Mary now spent almost all her time, pale with that deadly
ashen paleness, his faded eyes half open, his helpless hands lying like
bits of rag, all the grey fingers huddled together. Fright and sorrow
together brought a sob out of her heart whenever she thought of this;
not moving, not able to speak, or turn round, or look up at those who
watched him; and still not dead! Lilias felt her heart stand still as
she thought of her grandfather. And she had no one to take refuge with.
Martuccia was frightened too, and would not go up or down stairs alone.
Lilias, for her part, did all she could, out of pride, and shame of her
own weakness, to conceal her terror; but oh, to have papa nigh to creep
close to, to feel safe because he was there! A few tears dropped from
her eyes. “You are grown up and you don’t want any one.” This went to
Geoff’s heart.
“Oh Lily, don’t you think they would let you come to my mother?” he
cried; “this is too sad for you, this dismal house; and if Nello goes
away as you said----”
“Do you think I would go and leave Mary all alone? Nobody is sorry for
Mary except me--and Mr. Pen. When she comes out of her room I go and I
kiss her hand, and she cries. She would be more ill and more weary,”
said Lilias, with a precocious understanding, “if there was not some
little thing to give her an excuse and make her cry.”
“My little Lily! who taught you all that? it must have been the angels,”
cried Geoff, kissing in his turn the little hand.
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