After this, however, the boys, half ashamed of themselves, got quickly
to bed; and darkness, and such silence as can exist in the heavy
atmosphere where twelve rustics sleep and snore, succeeded to the tumult
and riot. Nello, exhausted, sobbed himself to sleep under the
bedclothes; but woke up in the middle of the night to remember all his
wrongs and his misery. His cup was full; even God would not pay any
attention to him, and it seemed to Nello that it would be better to die
than to bear this any longer. Though the dark frightened him, it was
less alarming than the rough boys, the hard lessons, the pangs of
longing and waiting for a deliverance which never came. He had still the
sovereign which Mary gave him, and the watch he had been so proud of,
though that was dead now, and he had not spirit enough left to wind it
up. It was October, and the nights were long. Though it was but in
reality between two and three o’clock in the morning, Nello thought it
would soon be time for all these savage companions to get out of bed
again, and for the noisy dreadful day to begin. He got up very quietly,
trembling at every sound. There was a window at the end of the room
through which the moon shone, and the light gave him a little
consolation. He kept his eye fixed upon it, and groped for his clothes,
and put them on very stealthily. If any one should hear him, he would be
lost; but Nello’s little rustlings, like a bird in the dark, what were
they to break the slumbers of all those outdoor lads, who slept
violently, as they did everything else! No one stirred; the snoring and
the breathing drowned all the little misadventures which chilled Nello
with terror, as when his boots dropt out of his hand, or the buttons on
his trousers struck shrilly against the chair. Nothing happened; nobody
stirred, and Nello crept out of the room, holding his breath with the
courage of despair. He got downstairs, trembling and stumbling at almost
every step. When he got to the lower story, that kind moon, which had
seemed to look at him through the window, almost to smile at him in
encouragement and cheerful support, showed him a little window which had
been left open by some chance. He clambered through and found himself in
the garden. There was a great dog in front of the house, of which Nello
was in mortal terror; but here at the back there was no dog, only the
kitchen garden, with the tranquil breadth of a potato-field on the other
side of the hedge. It was not easy to get through that hedge; but a
small boy not quite nine years old can go through gaps which would
scarcely show to the common eye. It scratched him and tore his trousers;
but there was nothing in such simple accidents to stop the little
fugitive. And what it was to feel himself outside, free and safe, and
all his tormentors snoring! Nello looked up at the moon, which was
mellow and mild, not white as usual, and which seemed to smile at him.
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