“But you do,” she said with a half-smile. She smiled at it, but she did
not like it. It is hard, even when a dog who has been your special
follower turns away and follows some one else.
“You never did it before since we have known each other, Mr. Pen.”
Poor Mr. Pen felt the reproach. He was ready to weep himself, and looked
at her with wistful, deprecating eyes; but was it not for her sake?
“I don’t know what else to say to you. It breaks my heart to go against
you,” he said. “Whatever pleases you seems always best to me. But
Randolph says--and I cannot deny it, Miss Mary, there’s truth in what he
says.”
“Yes, there’s truth in what he says. He has got the child away, and
placed him out of reach, with your help, Mr. Pen; and he will push the
father away, out of his just place, and make all the difficulties
double. He has put you against him already that was his friend, and he
will put other people against him. I begin to see what he is aiming at;”
cried Mary, clasping her hands together, with indignant vehemence.
Mr. Pen did not know what to say or do to soothe her. He was full of
compunction, feeling himself guilty. He to have turned against her! He
felt all the horror of it to his very heart.
“We should be just to Randolph too,” he said, tremulously; “he means to
do what is right. And if I seem to cross you, ’tis but to serve you,
Miss Mary. How could you stand in the breach, and bear all that will
have to be borne? If Randolph does not come to do what has to be done,
you would have to do it; and it would be more than should be put upon
you.”
“Have I ever shrunk from what has to be done?” she said, with again a
half-smile of pained surprise.
Mr. Pen had no answer to make; he knew very well she had not failed
hitherto; and in his heart he was aware that Randolph’s motives were
very different from Mary’s. Still, he held with a gentle obstinacy to
the lesson he had learned. It was going against her, but it was for her
sake. They took one or two turns together in silence, neither saying any
more. As they turned again, however, towards the house for the third
time, Eastwood met them, hurrying from the door. Nurse had sent
downstairs for Miss Musgrave, begging her to come without delay. The
urgent message, and the man’s haste and anxious, eager looks, frightened
Mary. The household generally had come to that state of expectation
which welcomes any event, howsoever melancholy, as a relief to the
strain of nerve and strength which long suspense produces. Eastwood was
eager that there might be some change--if for the better, so much the
better--but that was scarcely to be looked for--anyhow a change, a new
event. The same thrill of anticipation ran through Mary’s veins. Was it
come now--the moment of fate, the crisis which would affect so many? She
bade Mr. Pen to follow her, with a movement of her hand. “Wait in the
library,” she said, as she went upstairs.
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