“Speak to her, Mr. Pen,” said Mary; “I cannot stay.” She was going to
her father, who must, she felt sure, want her more urgently than Lilias
could. Even then it went to Mary’s heart to neglect the child’s appeal.
“Mr. Pen will hear all about it, Lilias,” she said, as she hastened
upstairs. But Mr. Pen paid very little attention to what Lilias said.
“An old woman! What old woman? My dear child, you cannot expect us at
such a moment as this--” said the Vicar. He was walking up and down the
library with his ears open to every sound, expecting to be called to the
Squire’s bedside, feeling in his pocket for his prayer-book. For it
seemed to Mr. Pen that the hasty summons could mean only one thing. It
must be death that had come--and it would be a happy release--what else
could any one say? But death, even when it is a happy release, is a
serious visitor to come into a house. He has to be received with due
preparation, like the potentate he is. Not without services of solemn
meaning, attendants kneeling round the solemn bedside, the commendatory
prayer rising from authorised lips--not without these formulas should
the destroying angel be received into a Christian house. He was ready
for his part, and waiting to be called; and to be interrupted at such a
moment by tales of an old woman, by the grumblings of a fretful child
sent to school against his will--even the gentle Mr. Pen rebelled. He
would not hear what Lilias said. “Your grandfather is very ill, my
dear,” he told her solemnly, “very ill. In an hour or so you may have no
grandfather, Lilias; he is going to appear in the presence of God----”
“Is he afraid of God, Mr. Pen?” asked Lilias with solemn eyes.
“Afraid!--you--you do not understand. It is a solemn thing--a very
solemn thing,” said the Vicar, “to go into God’s presence! to stand
before Him and answer----”
“Oh!” cried the little girl, interrupting him, “Nello is far worse, far
worse. Would God do him any harm, Mr. Pen? But cruel people might do a
little boy a great deal of harm. God is what takes care of us. The old
gentleman will be safe, quite safe there; but my Nello! he is so little,
and he never was away from me before. _I_ always took care of him
before. I said you were not to send him away, but you would not pay any
attention. Oh, my Nello, my Nello, Mr. Pen!”
“Hush, Lilias, you do not know what you are speaking of. What can
Nello’s troubles be? Perhaps the people will not pet him as he has been
petted; that will do him no harm whatever--it will be better for him. My
dear, you are too little to know. Hush, and let me listen. I must be
ready when I am called for. Nothing that can happen to Nello can be of
so much importance as this is now.”
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