dreariest and coldest moment of a vigil, worn out with the long strain,
she dropped asleep in the chair by her father’s bedside. But when she
woke hurriedly, a short time after, while yet it was scarcely full day,
the nurse was standing by her with a hand upon her shoulder. The woman
had grasped at her to wake her. “Listen, ma’am! he says--‘the little
boy,’” she said; Mary sprang up, shaking off her drowsiness in a moment.
The old man’s face had recovered a little intelligence--a faint flush
seemed to waver about his ashy cheeks. It was some time before, even
now, she could make any meaning out of the babble that came from his
lips. Then by degrees she gleaned, now one word, now another. “Little
boy--little Johnny; bring the little boy.” She could scarcely imagine
even now that there was meaning in the desire. Most likely it was but
some pale reflection, through the dim awakening of the old man’s mind,
of the last idea that was in it. It went on, however, in one long strain
of mumbled repetition--“Little Johnny--little boy.” There seemed nothing
else in his mind to say. The nurse laid her hand once more on Mary’s
arm, as she stood by her, listening. “If you can humour the poor
gentleman, ma’am, you ought to do it,” said the woman. She was a
stranger, and did not know the story of the house.
What could Mary do? She sent out one of the servants to call Mr. Pen,
who had stayed late on the previous night, always holding his book open
with his finger at the place, but who got up now obedient at her
summons, though his wife had not meant to let him be disturbed for
hours. Then the feeble demand went on so continuously, that Mary in
despair sent Miss Brown for Lilias, vaguely hoping that the presence of
the one child, if not the other, might perhaps be of some use in the dim
state of semi-consciousness in which her father seemed to be. Miss Brown
went with hesitation and a doubtful look, which Mary was too much
occupied to notice, but came back immediately to say that Miss Lilias
had got up early and gone out. “Gone out!” Mary said, surprised; but she
had no leisure to be disturbed about anything, her whole mind being
pre-occupied. She went downstairs to Mr. Pen when he came. He had his
prayer-book all ready. To dismiss the departing soul with all its
credentials, with every solemnity that became such a departure, was what
he thought of. He was altogether taken by surprise by Mary’s hasty
address--
“Mr. Pen, you must go at once and bring Nello. I cannot send a servant.
He would not, perhaps, be allowed to come. If you will go, you can fetch
him at once--to-morrow early.”
“But, Miss Mary----”
“Don’t say anything against it, Mr. Pen. He is asking for the little
boy, the little boy! Nello must come, and come directly. You would not
cross him in perhaps the last thing he may ever ask for?” cried Mary,
the tears of agitation and weariness coming in a sudden gush from her
eyes.
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