When he came as far as this, however, Randolph pulled himself up short.
After all, he was not a bad man to rejoice in the afflictions of his
neighbours; he only wished them out of his way, he did not wish any harm
to them; and he felt that what he had just said in his heart was wicked,
and might bring down a “judgment.” To come the length of a wish that
your neighbour may not thrive is a thing that no respectable person
should allow himself to do; a little grudging of your neighbour’s
prosperity, a little secret satisfaction in his trouble, is a different
matter,--but articulately to wish him harm! This brought him to himself
and made him aware of his wife’s eyes fixed upon him with some anxiety.
She was a gentle little believing sort of woman, without any brains to
speak of, and she thought dear Randolph’s feelings had been too much for
him. Her eyes were fixed on him with devout sympathy. How much feeling
he had, though he did not speak much of it; what strong affections he
had! Randolph paused a little to calm himself down. These all-trusting
women are sometimes an exasperation unspeakable in their innocence, but
still, on the other hand, a man must often make an effort not to dispel
such belief. He said, “No, my dear, it is not what I thought; my father
is not dead, but suffering, which is almost worse; and my brother whom
you have heard of--who has been such a grief to us all--has come home
unexpectedly.”
“Oh, Randolph!” The innocent wife went to him and took his hand and
caressed it. “How hard upon you! How much for you to bear! Two such
troubles at once.”
“Yes, indeed,” he said, accepting her sympathy, “and the little boy whom
I told you of, whom I took to school,--well, he has run away----”
“Oh, Randolph dear, what mountains of anxiety upon you!”
“You may say so. I must go, I suppose, and look after this little
wretch. Put me up something in the little portmanteau--and from thence I
suppose I had better go on to Penninghame again. Who knows what trouble
may follow John’s most ill-advised return?”
“And they all lean so on you,” said the foolish wife. Notwithstanding
these dozen years of separation between him and his family, she was able
to persuade herself of this, and that he was the prop and saviour of his
race. There is nothing that foolish wives will not believe.
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