“I have heard that too, Cousin Mary, with wonder; but never mind. He
paid dearly for his folly. The other----”
“Geoff,” said Lady Stanton, with a trembling voice, “the other is living
still, and he has paid dearly for it all this time. We must not be hard
upon him. I do not want to excuse him--it would be strange if I should
be the one to excuse him; but only----”
“I am very sorry for him, Cousin Mary. I am glad you feel as I do.
Walter may have been in the wrong for anything I know. I do not think it
was murder.”
“That I am sure it was not! John Musgrave was not the man to do a
murder--oh, no, no; Geoff! he was not that kind of man!”
Geoff looked up surprised at her eager tone and the trembling in her
voice.
“You knew him--well?” he said, with that indifferent composure with
which people comment upon the past, not knowing what depths those are
over which they skim so lightly. Could he have seen into the agitation
in Lady Stanton’s heart! But he would not have understood nor realized
the commotion that was there.
“I always--took an interest in him,” she said, faltering; and then she
felt it her duty to do her best for him as an old friend. “I had known
him all my life, Geoff, as well as I knew Walter. He was hasty and
high-spirited, but so kind--he would have gone out of his way to help
any one. Before he saw that young woman everybody was fond of John.”
“Did you know _her_ too?”
“No, no; I did not know her. God forbid! She was the destruction of
every one who cared for her,” said Lady Stanton with a little outburst.
Then she made an effort to subdue herself. “Perhaps I am not just to
her,” she said with a faint smile. “She was preferred to me, you know,
Geoff; and they say a woman cannot forget that--perhaps it is true.”
“How could he? was he mad?” Geoff said. Geoff was himself tenderly,
filially in love with his cousin Mary. He thought there was nobody in
the world so beautiful and so kind. And even now she was not understood
as she ought to be. Sir Henry thought her a good enough wife, a faithful
creature, perfectly trustworthy, and so forth. It was in this light that
all regarded her. Something better than an upper servant, a little
dearer than a governess; something to be made use of, to do everything
for everybody. She who, Geoff thought in his enthusiasm, was more lovely
and sweet than the youngest of them, and ought to be held pre-eminent
and sacred by everybody round her. This was not the lot that had fallen
to her in life.
“So I am not the best judge, you see,” said Lady Stanton with a little
sigh. “In those days one felt more strongly perhaps. It all seems so
vivid and clear,” she added half apologetically, though without entirely
realizing how much light these half-confessions threw on her present
state of less lively feeling, “that is the effect of being young----”
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