These counsels of aloofness from drudgery suggest the possibilities of
avoiding the economic pressures where they are too heavy completely to
dodge, and where the work is an irrevocable misfit. But the pressures
of success are even more deadly than those of routine. How early is
one affected by that first pressure of worldly opinion which says that
lack of success in business or a profession is disgraceful! The one
devil of our modern world is failure, and many are the charms used by
the medicine men to ward him away. If we lived in a state of society
where virtue was its own reward, where our actions were automatically
measured and our rewards duly proportioned to our efforts, a lack of
success would be a real indication of weakness and flaw, or, at best,
ill-preparation. But where business success is largely dependent on
the possession of capital, a lucky risk, the ability to intimidate or
deceive, and where professional success is so often dependent upon
self-assertion or some irrelevant but pleasing trait of personality,
failure means nothing more than bad luck, or, at most, inability to
please those clients to whom one has made one’s appeal. To dodge this
pressure of fancied failure and humiliation is to have gone a long way
towards guaranteeing one’s real success. We are justified in adopting
a pharisaical attitude towards success,--“Lord, I thank thee that I
have not succeeded as other men have!” To have judged one’s self by
the inner standards of truth to one’s own personality, to count the
consciousness of having done well, regardless of the corroboration of
a public, as success, is to have avoided this most discouraging of
pressures.
It is even doubtful whether business or professional success, except
in the domain of science and art, can be attained without a certain
betrayal of soul. The betrayal may have been small, but at some point
one has been compressed, one has yielded to alien forces and conformed
to what the heart did not give assent to. It may be that one has kept
silent when one should have spoken, that one has feigned interests
and enthusiasms, or done work that one knew was idle and useless, in
order to achieve some goal; but always that goal has been reached not
spontaneously but under a foreign pressure. More often than not the
fortunate one has not felt the direct pressure, has not been quite
conscious of the sacrifice, but only vaguely uneasy and aware that all
was not right within him, and has won his peace only by drugging his
uneasiness with visions of the final triumph. The pressure is always
upon him to keep silent and conform. He must not only adopt all the
outward forms and ceremonies, as in the family and social life, but he
must also adopt the traditional ideals.
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