And as life goes on, the feeling for the precariousness of that being
grows upon one’s mind. The security of childhood gives place to an
awareness of the perils of misfortune, disease, and sudden death which
seem to lie in wait for men and seize them without regard to their
choices or deserts. We are prone, of course, to believe in our personal
luck; it is the helplessness of others around us rather that impresses
us, as we see both friends and strangers visited with the most dreadful
evils, and with an impartiality of treatment that gradually tends to
force upon us the conviction that we, too, are not immune. At some
stage in our life, oftenest perhaps when the first flush of youth is
past, we are suddenly thrown into a suspicion of life, a dread of
nameless and unforeseeable ill, and a sober realization of the need
of circumspection and defense. We discover that we live in a world
where almost anything is likely to happen. Shocking accidents that
cut men off in their prime, pain and suffering falling upon the just
and the unjust, maladjustments and misunderstandings that poison and
ruin lives,--all these things are daily occurrences in our experience,
either of personal knowledge or out of that wider experience of our
reading.
Religion seems to give little consolation in the face of such
incontrovertible facts. For no belief in Providence can gainsay the
seeming fact that we are living in a world that is run without regard
to the health and prosperity of its inhabitants. Whatever its ulterior
meanings, they do not seem to be adjusted to our scale of values.
Physical law we can see, but where are the workings of a moral law?
If they are present, they seem to cut woefully against the grain of
the best desires and feelings of men. Evil seems to be out of all
proportion to the ability of its sufferers to bear it, or of its
chastening and corrective efficacy. Our feelings are too sensitive for
the assaults which the world makes upon them. If the responsibility
for making all things work together for his good is laid entirely
upon man, it is a burden too heavy for his weakness and ignorance to
bear. And thus we contemplate the old, old problem of evil. And in its
contemplation, the adventure of life, which should be a tonic and a
spur, becomes a depressant; instead of nerving, it intimidates, and
makes us walk cautiously and sadly through life, where we should ride
fast and shout for joy.
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