Perhaps with that expansion youth will finally effect a reconciliation
with life of those two supremest and most poignant of adventures: the
thoughts that cluster around sex, and the fears and hopes that cluster
around death, the one the gateway into life, the other out of it. Youth
finds them the two hardest aspects of life to adjust with the rest of
the world in which we live. They are ever-present and pervasive, and
yet their manifestations always cause us surprise, and shock us as of
something unwonted intruding in our daily affairs. They are the unseen
spectres behind life, of which we are always dimly conscious, but which
we are always afraid to meet boldly and face to face. We speak of them
furtively, or in far-away poetical strains. They are the materials
for the tragedies of life, of its pathos and wistfulness, of its
splendors and defeats. Yet they are treated always with an incorrigible
and dishonest delicacy. The world, youth soon finds, is a much less
orderly and refined place than would appear on the surface of our daily
intercourse and words. As we put on our best clothes to appear in
public, so the world puts on its best clothes to appear in talk and
print.
Men ignore death, as if they were quite unconscious that it would
sometime come to them, yet who knows how many pensive or terrible
moments the thought gives them? But the spectre is quite invisible to
us. Or if they have passions, and respond as sensitively as a vibrating
string to sex influences and appeals, we have little indication of that
throbbing life behind the impenetrable veil of their countenances. We
can know what people think about all other things, even what they think
about God, but what they think of these two adventures of sex and death
we never know. It is not so much, I am willing to believe, shame or
fear that keeps us from making a parade of them, as awe and wonder and
baffled endeavors to get our attitude towards them into expressible
form. They are too elemental, too vast and overpowering in their
workings to fit neatly into this busy, accounted-for, and tied-down
world of daily life. They are superfluous to what we see as the
higher meanings of this our life, and irritate us by their clamorous
insistence and disregard for the main currents of our living. They seem
irrelevant to life; or rather they overtop its bounty. Their pressure
to be let in is offensive, and taints and mars irrevocably what would
otherwise be so pleasant and secure a life. That is, perhaps, why we
call manifestations of sex activity, obscene, and of death, morbid and
ghastly.
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