When we have acclimated ourselves to youth, suddenly death looms up
as the greatest of dangers in our adventure of life. It puzzles and
shocks and saddens us by its irrevocability and mystery. That we should
be taken out of this world to which we are so perfectly adapted, and
which we enjoy and feel intimate with, is an incredible thing. Even if
we believe that we shall survive death, we know that that after-life
must perforce be lived outside of this our familiar world. Reason tells
us that we shall be annihilated, and yet we cannot conceive our own
annihilation. We can easier imagine the time before our birth, when we
were not, than the time after our death, when we shall not be. Old men
find nothing very dreadful in the thought of being no more, and we
shall find that it is the combined notion of being annihilated, and yet
of being somehow conscious of that annihilation, that terrifies us, and
startles our minds sometimes in the dead of night when our spirits are
sluggish and the ghoulish ideas that haunt the dimmest chambers of the
mind are flitting abroad. We can reason with ourselves that if we are
annihilated we shall not be conscious of it, and if we are conscious we
shall not be annihilated, but this easy proof does not help us much in
a practical way. We simply do not know, and all speculations seem to be
equally legitimate. If we are destined to assume another form of life,
no divination can prophesy for us what that life shall be.
On the face of it the soul as well as the body dies. The fate of the
body we know, and it seems dreadful enough to chill the stoutest heart;
and what we call our souls seem so intimately dependent upon these
bodies as to be incapable of living alone. And yet somehow it is hard
to stop believing in the independent soul. We can believe that the
warmth dissipates, that the chemical and electrical energies of the
body pass into other forms and are gradually lost in the immensity of
the universe. But this wonder of consciousness, which seems to hold
and embrace all our thoughts and feelings and bind them together, what
can we know of its power and permanence? In our own limited sphere it
already transcends space and time, our imaginations triumphing over
space, and our memories and anticipations over time: this magic power
of the imagination, which transcends our feeble experience and gives
ideas and images which have not appeared directly through the senses.
We can connect this conscious life with no other aspect of the world
nor can we explain it by any of the principles which we apply to
physical things. It is the divine gift that reveals this world; why may
it not reveal sometime a far wider universe?
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