Venerable Brotherhood, so sacred and so little known, from whose secret
and precious archives the materials for this history have been drawn; ye
who have retained, from century to century, all that time has spared of
the august and venerable science,--thanks to you, if now, for the
first time, some record of the thoughts and actions of no false and
self-styled luminary of your Order be given, however imperfectly, to
the world. Many have called themselves of your band; many spurious
pretenders have been so-called by the learned ignorance which still,
baffled and perplexed, is driven to confess that it knows nothing of
your origin, your ceremonies or doctrines, nor even if you still have
local habitation on the earth. Thanks to you if I, the only one of
my country, in this age, admitted, with a profane footstep, into your
mysterious Academe (The reader will have the goodness to remember that
this is said by the author of the original MS., not by the editor.),
have been by you empowered and instructed to adapt to the comprehension
of the uninitiated, some few of the starry truths which shone on the
great Shemaia of the Chaldean Lore, and gleamed dimly through the
darkened knowledge of latter disciples, labouring, like Psellus and
Iamblichus, to revive the embers of the fire which burned in the Hamarin
of the East. Though not to us of an aged and hoary world is vouchsafed
the NAME which, so say the earliest oracles of the earth, “rushes into
the infinite worlds,” yet is it ours to trace the reviving truths,
through each new discovery of the philosopher and chemist. The laws of
attraction, of electricity, and of the yet more mysterious agency of
that great principal of life, which, if drawn from the universe, would
leave the universe a grave, were but the code in which the Theurgy of
old sought the guides that led it to a legislation and science of its
own. To rebuild on words the fragments of this history, it seems to me
as if, in a solemn trance, I was led through the ruins of a city whose
only remains were tombs. From the sarcophagus and the urn I awake the
genius (The Greek Genius of Death.) of the extinguished Torch, and so
closely does its shape resemble Eros, that at moments I scarcely know
which of ye dictates to me,--O Love! O Death!
And it stirred in the virgin’s heart,--this new, unfathomable, and
divine emotion! Was it only the ordinary affection of the pulse and the
fancy, of the eye to the Beautiful, of the ear to the Eloquent, or did
it not justify the notion she herself conceived of it,--that it was born
not of the senses, that it was less of earthly and human love than the
effect of some wondrous but not unholy charm? I said that, from that day
in which, no longer with awe and trembling, she surrendered herself to
the influence of Zanoni, she had sought to put her thoughts into words.
Let the thoughts attest their own nature.
THE SELF CONFESSIONAL.
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