which several revellers were seated, drinking, singing, shouting; and
in their fantastic dresses and hideous masks, their orgy seemed scarcely
human. I placed myself amongst them, and in that fearful excitement of
the spirits which the happy never know, I was soon the most riotous of
all. The conversation fell on the Revolution of France, which had
always possessed for me an absorbing fascination. The masks spoke of the
millennium it was to bring on earth, not as philosophers rejoicing in
the advent of light, but as ruffians exulting in the annihilation of
law. I know not why it was, but their licentious language infected
myself; and, always desirous to be foremost in every circle, I soon
exceeded even these rioters in declamations on the nature of the liberty
which was about to embrace all the families of the globe,--a liberty
that should pervade not only public legislation, but domestic life; an
emancipation from every fetter that men had forged for themselves. In
the midst of this tirade one of the masks whispered me,--
“‘Take care. One listens to you who seems to be a spy!’
“My eyes followed those of the mask, and I observed a man who took
no part in the conversation, but whose gaze was bent upon me. He was
disguised like the rest, yet I found by a general whisper that none had
observed him enter. His silence, his attention, had alarmed the fears of
the other revellers,--they only excited me the more. Rapt in my subject,
I pursued it, insensible to the signs of those about me; and, addressing
myself only to the silent mask who sat alone, apart from the group, I
did not even observe that, one by one, the revellers slunk off, and that
I and the silent listener were left alone, until, pausing from my heated
and impetuous declamations, I said,--
“‘And you, signor,--what is your view of this mighty era? Opinion
without persecution; brotherhood without jealousy; love without
bondage--’
“‘And life without God,’ added the mask as I hesitated for new images.
“The sound of that well-known voice changed the current of my thought. I
sprang forward, and cried,--
“‘Imposter or Fiend, we meet at last!’
“The figure rose as I advanced, and, unmasking, showed the features of
Mejnour. His fixed eye, his majestic aspect, awed and repelled me. I
stood rooted to the ground.
“‘Yes,’ he said solemnly, ‘we meet, and it is this meeting that I have
sought. How hast thou followed my admonitions! Are these the scenes in
which the Aspirant for the Serene Science thinks to escape the Ghastly
Enemy? Do the thoughts thou hast uttered--thoughts that would strike all
order from the universe--express the hopes of the sage who would rise to
the Harmony of the Eternal Spheres?’
“‘It is thy fault,--it is thine!’ I exclaimed. ‘Exorcise the phantom!
Take the haunting terror from my soul!’
“Mejnour looked at me a moment with a cold and cynical disdain which
provoked at once my fear and rage, and replied,--
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