“O Viola,” said he, at last, and in a voice of suppressed passion, “was
it thus I ever thought to see you,--ever thought to feel for you, when
we two first met in the gay haunts of Naples? Ah, why then did you
refuse my love; or why was mine not worthy of you? Nay, shrink not!--let
me touch your hand. No passion so sweet as that youthful love can return
to me again. I feel for you but as a brother for some younger and lonely
sister. With you, in your presence, sad though it be, I seem to breathe
back the purer air of my early life. Here alone, except in scenes of
turbulence and tempest, the Phantom ceases to pursue me. I forget even
the Death that stalks behind, and haunts me as my shadow. But better
days may be in store for us yet. Viola, I at last begin dimly to
perceive how to baffle and subdue the Phantom that has cursed my
life,--it is to brave, and defy it. In sin and in riot, as I have told
thee, it haunts me not. But I comprehend now what Mejnour said in his
dark apothegms, ‘that I should dread the spectre most WHEN UNSEEN.’ In
virtuous and calm resolution it appears,--ay, I behold it now; there,
there, with its livid eyes!”--and the drops fell from his brow. “But
it shall no longer daunt me from that resolution. I face it, and it
gradually darkens back into the shade.” He paused, and his eyes dwelt
with a terrible exultation upon the sunlit space; then, with a heavy and
deep-drawn breath, he resumed, “Viola, I have found the means of escape.
We will leave this city. In some other land we will endeavour to comfort
each other, and forget the past.”
“No,” said Viola, calmly; “I have no further wish to stir, till I am
born hence to the last resting-place. I dreamed of him last night,
Clarence!--dreamed of him for the first time since we parted; and,
do not mock me, methought that he forgave the deserter, and called me
‘Wife.’ That dream hallows the room. Perhaps it will visit me again
before I die.”
“Talk not of him,--of the demi-fiend!” cried Glyndon, fiercely, and
stamping his foot. “Thank the Heavens for any fate that hath rescued
thee from him!”
“Hush!” said Viola, gravely. And as she was about to proceed, her eye
fell upon the child. It was standing in the very centre of that slanting
column of light which the sun poured into the chamber; and the rays
seemed to surround it as a halo, and settled, crown-like, on the gold
of its shining hair. In its small shape, so exquisitely modelled, in its
large, steady, tranquil eyes, there was something that awed, while it
charmed the mother’s pride. It gazed on Glyndon as he spoke, with a
look which almost might have seemed disdain, and which Viola, at least,
interpreted as a defence of the Absent, stronger than her own lips could
frame.
Glyndon broke the pause.
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