“Had you ever any virtues?” she asked in a playful tone of something
like satire.
He shrugged his shoulders.
“I do not know what you consider virtues,” he answered lightly: “If
honesty is one, I have that. I make no pretence to be what I am not. I
would not pass off somebody else’s picture as my own, for instance.
But I cannot sham to be moral. I could not possibly love a woman
without wanting her all to myself, and I have not the slightest belief
in the sanctimonious humbug of a man who plays the Platonic lover
only. But I don’t cheat, and I don’t lie. I am what I am. …”
“A man!” said Ziska, a lurid and vindictive light dilating and firing
her wonderful eyes. “A man!--the essence of all that is evil, the
possibility of all that is good! But the essence is strong and works;
the possibility is a dream which dissolves in the dreaming!”
“Yes, you are right, _ma chère_!” he responded carelessly.
“Goodness--as the world understands goodness--never makes a career for
itself worth anything. Even Christ, who has figured as a symbol of
goodness for eighteen hundred years, was not devoid of the sin of
ambition: He wanted to reign over all Judæa.”
“You view Him in that light?” inquired Ziska with a keen look. “And as
man only?”
“Why, of course! The idea of an incarnate God has long ago been
discarded by all reasoning thinkers.”
“And what of an incarnate devil?” pursued Ziska, her breath coming and
going quickly.
“As impossible as the other fancy!” he responded almost gayly. “There
are no gods and no devils, _ma belle_! The world is ruled by ourselves
alone, and it behoves us to make the best of it. How will you give me
my answer to-morrow? When shall I see you? Speak low and quickly,--Dr.
Dean is coming in here from the garden: when--when?”
“I will send for you,” she answered.
“At what hour?”
“The moon rises at ten. And at ten my messenger shall come for you.”
“A trustworthy messenger, I hope? One who knows how to be silent?”
“As silent as the grave!” she said, looking at him fixedly. “As secret
as the Great Pyramid and the hidden tomb of Araxes!”
And smiling, she turned to greet Dr. Dean, who just then entered the
saloon.
“Denzil has gone to bed,” he announced. “He begged me to excuse him to
you, Princess. I think the boy is feverish. Egypt doesn’t agree with
him.”
“I am sorry he is ill,” said the Princess with a charming air of
sympathy.
“Oh, he isn’t exactly ill,” returned the Doctor, looking sharply at
her beautiful face as he spoke. “He is simply unnerved and restless. I
am a little anxious about him. I think he ought to go back to
England--or Scotland.”
“I think so, too,” agreed Gervase. “And Mademoiselle Helen with him.”
“Mademoiselle Helen you consider very beautiful?” murmured the
Princess, unfurling her fan and waving it indolently to and fro.
“No, not beautiful,” answered the Doctor quickly. “But very pretty,
sweet and lovable--and good.”
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