“Not human?” echoed Gervase, his black eyes dilating with a sudden
amazement--“What do you mean?”
The little Doctor rubbed his nose impatiently and seemed sorry he had
spoken.
“I mean--let me see! What do I mean?” he said at last
meditatively--“Oh, well, it is easy enough of explanation. There are
plenty of people like the Princess Ziska to whom I would apply the
words ‘not human.’ She is all beauty and no heart. Again--if you
follow me--she is all desire and no passion, which is a character
‘like unto the beasts which perish.’ A large majority of men are made
so, and some women,--though the women are comparatively few. Now, so
far as the Princess Ziska is concerned,” continued the Doctor, fixing
his keen, penetrative glance on Gervase as he spoke, “I frankly admit
to you that I find in her material for a very curious and complex
study. That is why I have come after her here. I have said she is all
desire and no passion. That of itself is inhuman; but what I am busy
about now is to try and analyze the nature of the particular desire
that moves her, controls her, keeps her alive,--in short. It is not
love; of that I feel confident; and it is not hate,--though it is more
like hate than love. It is something indefinable, something that is
almost occult, so deep-seated and bewildering is the riddle. You look
upon me as a madman--yes! I know you do! But mad or sane, I
emphatically repeat, the Princess is _not human_, and by this
expression I wish to imply that though she has the outward appearance
of a most beautiful and seductive human body, she has the soul of a
fiend. Now, do you understand me?”
“It would take Œdipus himself all his time to do that,”--said
Gervase, forcing a laugh which had no mirth in it, for he was
conscious of a vaguely unpleasant sensation--a chill, as of some dark
presentiment, which oppressed his mind. “When you know I do not
believe in the soul, why do you talk to me about it? The soul of a
fiend,--the soul of an angel,--what are they? Mere empty terms to me,
meaning nothing. I think I agree with you though, in one or two points
concerning the Princess; _par exemple_, I do not look upon her as one
of those delicately embodied purities of womanhood before whom we men
instinctively bend in reverence, but whom, at the same time, we
generally avoid, ashamed of our vileness. No; she is certainly not one
of the
“‘Maiden roses left to die
Because they climb so near the sky,
That not the boldest passer-by
Can pluck them from their vantage high.’
And whether it is best to be a solitary ‘maiden-rose’ or a Princess
Ziska, who shall say? And human or inhuman, whatever composition she
is made of, you may make yourself positively certain that Denzil
Murray is just now doing his best to persuade her to be a Highland
châtelaine in the future. Heavens, what a strange fate it will be for
_la belle Egyptienne_!”
“Oh, you think she _is_ Egyptian then?” queried Dr. Dean, with an air
of lively curiosity.
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