“That mountain[1] on whose slope Cassino is, was of old frequented on
its summit by the deluded and illdisposed people, and I am be who first
carried up thither the name of Him who brought to earth the truth which
so high exalts us: and such grace shone upon me that I drew away the
surrounding villages from the impious worship which seduced the world.
These other fires were all contemplative men, kindled by that heat
which brings to birth holy flowers and fruits. Here is Macarius,[2]
here is Romuald,[3] here are my brothers, who within the cloisters
fixed their feet, and held a steadfast heart.” And I to him, “The
affection which thou displayest in speaking with me, and the good
semblance which I see and note in all your ardors, have so expanded my
confidence as the sun does the rose, when she becomes open so much as
she has power to be. Therefore I pray thee, and do thou, father, assure
me if I have power to receive so much grace, that I may see thee with
uncovered shape.” Whereon he, “Brother, thy high desire shall be
fulfilled in the last sphere, where are fulfilled all others and my
own. There perfect, mature, and whole is every desire; in that alone is
every part there where it always was: for it is not in space, and hath
not poles; and our stairway reaches up to it, wherefore thus from thy
sight it conceals itself. Far up as there the patriarch Jacob saw it
stretch its topmost part when it appeared to him so laden with Angels.
But now no one lifts his feet from earth to ascend it; and my Rule is
remaining as waste of paper. The walls, which used to be an abbey, have
become caves; and the cowls are sacks full of bad meal. But heavy usury
is not gathered in so greatly against the pleasure of God, as that
fruit which makes the heart of monks so foolish. For whatsoever the
Church guards is all for the folk that ask it in God's name, not for
one's kindred, or for another more vile. The flesh of mortals is so
soft that a good beginning suffices not below from the springing of the
oak to the forming of the acorn. Peter began without gold and without
silver, and I with prayers and with fasting, and Francis in humility
his convent; and if thou lookest at the source of each, and then
lookest again whither it has run, thou wilt see dark made of the white.
Truly, Jordan turned back, and the sea fleeing when God willed, were
more marvellous to behold than succor here.”[4]
[1] Monte Cassino, in the Kingdom of Naples, on which a temple of
Apollo had stood, was chosen by St. Benedict (480-543) as his abode,
and became the site of the most famous monastery of his Order.
[2] The Egyptian anchorite of the fourth century.
[3] The founder of the order of Camaldoli; he died in 1027.
[4] Were God now to interpose to correct the evils of the Church, the
marvel would be less than that of the miracles of old, and therefore
his interposition may be hoped for.