A Son of Perdition: An Occult Romance — David Hume — John Shaqi
A Son of Perdition: An Occult Romance
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"In the greater sense God, in the minor degree The Ego, which is a part
of God. Through the minor power the greater power works, and to Him be
the glory, Mr. Enistor. I daresay you know something of these things."
"I know a great deal," said the Squire in a proud tone, "but I do not
interpret them as you do. If I do anything I take the praise to myself.
It is I who do it, not this Father, big or little, you talk about."
Eberstein quoted solemnly: "Thou couldst have no power at all against
Me, except it were given thee from above."
"That is from the Bible, I take it," said Enistor scornfully. "Well,
you see, I don't believe in the Bible. It is a series of old documents
filled with contradictions and mistakes and impossibilities."
"Ah, you think so because you read the letter and do not understand the
spirit. If you were not so limited you would comprehend the true meaning
of the contradictions and mistakes which puzzle you."
"They don't puzzle me," retorted the other resentfully. "Such rubbish is
not worth puzzling about. And I am not limited in any way."
"Ah. Then your knowledge is as wide as that of--shall we say Narvaez?"
"No. But then he is an older man and has had more time to study. But I
am learning swiftly."
"And the personality you know as Squire Enistor of Tremore is taking all
that learning to use for its own ends."
"Why not, when such personality is myself?"
"The lower self: all the self you know," corrected Eberstein serenely.
"What other self is there?"
"The Greater Self: that spark of God, which is you--the Eternal You.
Bring your learning to That, Enistor, and you will become One with the
Great Father through Christ the Son by the influence of the Holy Ghost."
"Well, if I am that Greater Self, as you say, I work for myself, and
therefore deserve praise for my work and the reward also."
"You work only for the limited self which you know. You are not aware of
your Greater Self, because it is veiled from you. All you are doing at
present is to thicken those veils instead of thinning them. Are you not
aware that God is the One manifesting Himself in us, the Many? We are
all striving to return to Him, the source of our Being. This being the
case, through life after life we have to widen our limitations, so that
instead of knowing ourselves as man--as you do--we come to know
ourselves as gods, one with the Great God, yet individualised for His
holy purpose. Why do you seek to limit your powers, to circumscribe your
knowledge?"
"What rubbish you talk, doctor," cried the Squire, opening his eyes in
genuine amazement. "Why, I am trying hard to increase my knowledge and
gain power."
"Power for yourself," said Eberstein quickly, "and by so doing you are
narrowing your circle of action. By giving, you widen out to the
consciousness of the Deity: by taking, you build yourself a little hut
in which you sit as a very shabby little god."
"But Narvaez has powers you do not dream of."