Don Pablo could have enlightened him, since he was not foolish enough to
underestimate the forces with which he fought, even though in his insane
pride he pitted himself against those very forces. But Don Pablo had
shut himself in his cottage, and again and again refused to see his
pupil. And Enistor could not force himself upon the seclusion of the
sage, as he knew by experience that Narvaez, less considerate than
Eberstein, would do him an injury if annoyed. So the Squire likewise
had to wait as did Alice and her lover. The nerves of all three were
strung up to breaking-point, and the atmosphere of Tremore became more
than ever insistently oppressive.
To escape the pressure Alice went down to see Dame Trevel in the
village, leaving Douglas to write sundry letters. Afterwards he was to
join her on the moors, so that they might go for a lengthy walk before
dinner. The old nurse was at home as usual, but Alice was surprised to
find Hardwick with her. The artist looked like a wax image for paleness,
and was seated in the pet chair of the hostess with the appearance of a
man who had not long to live. The momentary improvement in his health
when he had gone to Perchton had passed away, and Alice uttered an
exclamation of dismay.
"Oh, Julian, how ill you look! You should be in bed."
"And that's what I tell him, my dear," said Mrs. Trevel, looking
anxiously at the young man. "Bed for the likes of he, say I."
"I'm sick of bed," said Julian, in a pettish tone quite foreign to his
usual speech. "It does me no good to lie like a log day after day. Thank
God, it won't be long now before the end comes."
"Oh, Julian, don't talk in that way," cried Alice tearfully.
"My dear, I have done all I can, and the result is of the worst. The
Perchton doctor can do no good, and even Montrose's friend says that I
shall never get better. There is nothing organically wrong. I am just
dying of sheer debility."
"But careful nursing----"
Mrs. Trevel shook her ancient head. "Nursing and doctors and medicine
won't do the gentleman any good, Miss Alice. He's come to me for some
herbal cure, but there's nothing I can give. Only the Almighty can renew
his strength."
"The Almighty does not see fit to do so," said Julian moodily. "Don't
cry, for heaven's sake, Alice. Tears are of no use. After all it is just
as well you refused to marry me, as I should soon have left you a widow,
and an unprovided-for widow at that. Until your father found me
insensible on the moor no one knew my secret, not even my sister; and I
always managed to keep up, even to racing you to Tremore, if you
remember."
"Yes, I remember! I never dreamed you had anything the matter with you."
"Nor did any one else save a London doctor. But of late this debility
has gained on me, and the end is very near. My dear, I was selfish to
propose to you without telling the truth."
"Oh, don't say that, Julian. Can nothing be done?"