"Eberstein explained it to me," replied her husband. "Through ignorance
one accumulates bad Karma, life after life, which is gradually paid off
in such a way as not to bear too hardly on those who have to suffer. And
until that Karma, which is of our own making, is paid off, we are
unprofitable servants working--so to speak--only for ourselves, since it
is to get rid of the burdens which inconvenience us that we labour. But
when any one vows himself or herself to the service of Christ and
desires to work, as the Master did, for humanity at large, the evil
Karma must be got rid of very speedily, so as to leave freedom for the
work."
"Well?" asked Alice, when he paused, and still not seeing clearly.
"Cannot you understand? The quicker the Karma is paid off, the sooner
will the servant of Christ be free to do what he or she wants in the
service of the Master. Thus an appeal is made by the soul to God for
such freedom, and it is answered by the payment of the evil being
concentrated in three or four lives, whereas, ordinarily speaking, it
would be spread over a hundred. Therefore at the soul's request,
trouble after trouble descends without intermission, and the greater
speed means the greater pain. Thus do we see many people of blameless
lives suffering terribly and, humanly speaking, unjustly. But the
chastening is only the love of God drawing them swiftly to Himself by
allowing them--at their own request, mind you--to pay off the evil of
past ignorance at one sweep--so to speak--instead of by instalments."
"I see. But Mrs. Barrast?"
"She is in the A B C class. Only easy payments are demanded from her."
"What about ourselves? Are we free?"
"In a great measure I think we are--for this incarnation at least, since
we have been so bitterly tried. But of course I cannot tell if we have
discharged all the evil debts of the past. I don't much care. What is
gained is well worth the pain."
Alice shivered. "The pain is very great."
"So is the gain. If one works for super-human things, one must be
content to suffer more than the ordinary person. But don't distress
yourself over such things, dear heart," added her husband, taking her in
his arms. "We have passed through the clouds and now stand in the
sunshine, so what we have to do is to help others as we were helped."
"I have helped Mrs. Sparrow, and you have helped her husband," said
Alice thankfully. "She is quite a different woman, so gay and bright and
hopeful."
"And Sparrow is as happy as the day is long. As the living is in your
gift, Alice, I have arranged to add to the income, so that the two may
enjoy more of the good things of this life. And when we live at Tremore
we can do much good in the parish."
"Yes! Yes!" Mrs. Montrose's face lighted up. "I am quite anxious to get
back and begin some good work. But"--her face clouded--"it will not be
pleasant to live in Tremore: it is such a gloomy house, and the
atmosphere--ugh!" she shuddered at the memory.