"Nearly six," said Leah, consulting her bracelet. "How long do you
intend to stand there saying 'Oh!'?" and she mimicked him.
"Leah!"
"Lady James Kaimes!"
"Not even Lady Jim," he said, clenching his brown hands. "Oh,
you--you----" His voice became inarticulate with sheer anger.
"Pray consider that you are in my house," she reminded him coldly.
"I'll never come here again."
"That is as you choose."
"But I can't live without you."
"How flattering!"
"And I won't"; he came a step nearer the low chair in which she sat,
but her derisive laugh made him pause. "Leah--I--I--love you!" His
voice broke, and he stretched out his arms.
"I saw that ages ago."
"Then why did you----did you?" He stopped, and looked at her with
imploring eyes. "I thought you loved me," he murmured, choking.
"Oh, you thought!" said she, ironically.
"Is it not true? Have I been deceived? No!" he flung out a beseeching
hand; "don't speak--I cannot bear to hear the truth. Let me go--let me
go," he stumbled towards the door, blindly. "You have broken my heart;
but I'll go away--far away--to South America, and--and--oh, my God!"
he leaned against the wall and covered his face with his hands.
Lady Jim might have been in the stalls of a theatre for all the
personal feeling she had hitherto shown. But his last words brought
self uppermost. If he went to South America, he would certainly see
Lola Fajardo, and, possibly, might come face to face with Jim.
Recognition of an admitted corpse would spoil Jim's game and her own.
Askew, for she put herself in his place, would certainly make things
unpleasant, and she did not wish to provide a scandal in high life for
circulating extra editions of newspapers during the silly season.
Besides, he was really a nice boy, and she would miss his good looks
and canine attentions. Both circumstances and inclinations demanded
that she should keep him under her eye. An explanation came to her
while he sobbed at the door--looking very ridiculous, she thought--and
she made use of it, to soothe his sorrow and save herself.
"You silly boy," she began, and the beginning produced an effect she
was far from foreseeing.