"No appetite. But if you'll come along to the Cecil----"
"Certainly not. We've been there much too often of late. People will
talk."
"Let them! What does it matter?"
"Everything matters, when people have tongues and eyes, and envious
natures. Don't be silly. I promised the Duke to stop here for half an
hour. And after all, it's amusing. I never knew such people existed
outside _Punch_. Well--what now?" This because, with sudden
recollection of an oversight, he brought out an envelope.
"This was waiting at Curzon Street," he explained, handing it across,
"and the butler, thinking it might be important asked me to---- Why,
what's the matter, Leah?"
It was his turn to inquire, for, reading while he talked, she had
suddenly whitened. "Don't call me Leah," she snapped, with the
irritation of a shaken woman, then re-read the cablegram, again and
again.
"What is it?--what is it?"
"My husband is--dead!" She crushed the paper into a ball, rose to go,
and dropped back, overwhelmingly faint. "Oh!" she moaned faintly. For
once in her life of shams and sneering and playing with other-world
fires she was moved to genuine emotion.
CHAPTER XIX
Leah's emotion--as she felt--was almost cruelly genuine. It bore the
trademark of sincerity; it made her heart hammer furiously against her
ribs, and drove the blood from her cheeks. Yet she knew that Jim still
lived; that the lying cablegram was but a necessary card to play for
the winning of large stakes. For once, the expected had happened--that
was all. Why then should she exhibit emotions which could not possibly
have been caused by the excuse offered to the public. Her heart
replied with brutal directness, that she had crossed the Old Bailey
Rubicon, and was actually participating in a crime. The last word
shook her out of cotton-wool wrappings into a naked world. Up to the
receipt of the cablegram she could have drawn back. Now, fully
committed to the adventure, she was compelled to tread a perilous
path. A criminal! Yes: she had been one in intention, which mattered
little; she was now criminal in fact, and that meant punishment. Her
imagination conjured up visions of the possible. The judge spoke, the
prison gaped, the bolts shot home, Curzon Street was exchanged for
Wormwood Scrubbs. Ugh! But after all, such queasy thoughts were
unnecessary. If she had broken the eighth commandment, she fully
intended to keep the eleventh and unwritten one, "Thou shalt not be
found out."