A dangerous pause ensued, while Leah wondered what was about to
happen. The man assuredly was Demetrius, and Demetrius was assuredly
extremely ill. It was within the bounds of possibility that he might
spring up and kill her. The thought did not trouble her overmuch. So
dangerous a business had to be faced undauntedly, and she kept down
her womanly weakness with masculine strength. During those slow
minutes she could hear the lapping of the waters, on which the vessel
rocked; hear also the laboured breathing of the sick man. This stopped
for a moment, and then did she hear her own easy breaths. Demetrius
evidently heard them also, and had paused to listen. He laughed
weakly, softly, clucking like a fowl.
"Madame is very brave."
"I'm frightened to death," she assured him, to excite his pity.
"Your breathing tells me otherwise. I am certain, madame, that your
pulse beats regularly, and that your nerves are entirely in order."
"Is this a consultation?" she asked coolly.
"It is the farewell of two who loved," murmured the hard, thick voice,
muffled by the blankets. "That is, madame, of one who loved and of one
who did not; and therein, as M. Heine truly remarks, lies the tragedy
of existence."
"Demetrius--Constantine." Leah felt that she must come to the point
and get rapidly through the interview, if only to escape from the
sickening atmosphere. "Katinka accuses me of betraying you."
"Well, madame?"
"I did not. I swear I did not."
"Indeed? Mademoiselle Aksakoff is doubtless mistaken."
"In a way. She wishes to save her father from blame."
"As a good daughter should. Will you explain further, madame?"
"Certainly. I came, of my own free will, to explain. Katinka told me
how ill you were, and I could not bear to think you should die
believing me to be dishonourable."
"Madame speaks hopefully of my dying. It would please her, perhaps?"
"No. What do you take me for? I never loved you as you wished to be
loved; but if M. Aksakoff had not interfered, and we had married, I
should have come to love you."
"You speak of what might have been."
"I suppose so. Circumstances are altered. Marriage is out of the
question."
"Assuredly, and I am scarcely fit for a bridegroom."
"What is the matter with you?" asked Leah, anxiously.
Demetrius passed over the question. "Besides, Captain Strange informed
me that your husband has returned. Madame was doubtless pleased at
that marvellous resurrection, so cleverly managed."
"No," said Leah, honestly enough. "I was not; but circumstances made
it imperative that Jim should return."
"And for me to travel in Siberia?"
"Blame M. Aksakoff, blame M. Aksakoff," she insisted. "I am innocent."
"Be pleased to observe, madame, that as yet I have brought no
accusation against you."
"Katinka acted as your mouthpiece."
"You have not my authority to say that."
"Then I gather that you do not blame me for your exile?"
"How can I with any truth, madame, seeing that yon accuse M.
Aksakoff?"