Life and Correspondence of David Hume, Volume 2 — David Hume — John Shaqi
Life and Correspondence of David Hume, Volume 2
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I now understand perfectly his aversion to company; which
appears so surprising in a man well qualified for the
entertainment of company, and which the greater part of the
world takes for affectation. He has frequent and long fits of
the spleen, from the state of his mind or body, call it which
you please; and from his extreme sensibility of temper, during
that disposition, company is a torment to him. When his
spirits and health and good humour return, his fancy affords
him so much and such agreeable occupation, that to call him
off from it gives him uneasiness; and even the writing of
books, he tells me, as it limits and restrains his fancy to
one subject, is not an agreeable entertainment. He never will
write any more; and never should have wrote at all, could he
have slept a-nights. But he lies awake commonly; and to keep
himself from tiring, he usually composed something, which he
wrote down when he arose. He assures me, that he composes very
slowly, and with great labour and difficulty.
He is naturally very modest, and even ignorant of his own
superiority. His fire, which frequently rises in conversation,
is gentle and temperate; he is never in the least arrogant and
domineering, and is, indeed, one of the best bred men I ever
knew. I shall give you such an instance of his modesty as must
necessarily be sincere. When we were on the road, I
recommended to him the learning of English, without which, I
told him, he would never enjoy entire liberty, nor be fully
independent, and at his own disposal. He was sensible I was in
the right, and said, that he heard there were two English
translations of his "Emile, or Treatise on Education;" he
would get them as soon as he arrived in London; and as he knew
the subject, he would have no other trouble, than to learn or
guess the words: this would save him some pains in consulting
the dictionary; and as he improved, it would amuse him to
compare the translations and judge which was the best.
Accordingly, soon after our arrival, I procured him the books,
but he returned them in a few days, saying that they could be
of no use to him. "What is the matter?" replied I. "I cannot
endure them," said he, "they are my own work; and ever since I
delivered my books to the press, I never could open them, or
read a page of them without disgust." "That is strange," said
I, "I wonder the good reception they have met with from the
world has not put you more in conceit with them." "Why," said
he, "if I were to count suffrages, there are perhaps more
against them than for them." "But," rejoined I, "it is
impossible but the style, and eloquence, and ornaments must
please you." "To tell the truth," said he, "I am not
displeased with myself in that particular: but I still dread,