". . . I have seen Judas, and he made a strange confession . . . He
actually saw the person who committed the crime put the pills into the
box . . . The name was hardly a surprise to me . . . I thought Miss
Varlins was guilty, but hardly thought my suspicions would be
confirmed so soon . . . Poor Roger, it will be a terrible blow to him
to learn that the woman he loves is guilty of such a terrible crime
. . . I don't believe she ever loved Roger . . . all her passions
were centred on Melstane . . . He must have been a wonderfully
fascinating scamp . . . I don't know why I should pity Judith Varlins
. . . She has treated Roger shamefully . . . She has treated Florry
Marson shamefully . . . for she pretended to love the one and killed
the lover of the other . . . Her handkerchief has betrayed her
. . . She will be a very clever woman if she can get out of that
. . . The evidence of the handkerchief . . . the evidence of Judas
are both dead against her . . .
"_Mem._--To write to Marson asking for an interview.
". . . I will take up Judas and Roger with me, so as to convict her of
the crime . . . It will be a terrible ordeal for the poor boy, but
anything is better than that he should marry a murderess . . . This
was the reason she refused to let me see the letters . . . some of her
own were there, betraying her guilty passion . . . She has been
playing a double game all through, but now she is brought to book at
last . . . She must be a woman of iron nerve . . . Her adopted sister
is lying dangerously ill from the consequences of Judith's crime
. . . from the sudden intelligence that the man she loved is dead, and
yet Judith can still wear her mask and play the part of a sick-nurse
. . . She must be a perfect fiend . . . Lucrezia Borgia _fin de
siècle_ . . . I expect to have a terrible scene to-morrow night
. . . Poor Roger! . . .
"Judas is an incarnate devil . . . I wish he was the guilty one
instead of Judith Varlins . . . Nothing would give me greater pleasure
than to put the irons on him."
Chapter 16
The Man Who Loved Her
Have you ever been in the tropics? If so, you must know how cruel the
sun can be to the unhappy Europeans grilling under its ardent rays. It
does not invigorate, nor tan the skin overmuch, nor make one think
life is a good thing; but it enervates the system, it relaxes the
muscles, it dulls the brain, until the body is nothing but a worn-out
shell, that moves, and rests, and lies down, and stands up in a
mechanical fashion, like an automaton. It was like this that Judith
felt after the terrible interview with Guinaud, and she went the round
of her daily duties in a dull, listless manner, that showed how
greatly her vital force had been exhausted by the ordeal she had
undergone. With constant attendance on the invalid, and anxious
thoughts about the position of affairs with regard to the Frenchman,
she was worn out mentally and physically.