Philosophical Works, v. 1 (of 4): Including All the Essays, and Exhibiting the More Important Alterations and Corrections in the Successive Editions Published by the Author
David Hume · en
Yes, Mr Hume, I know you _have me_; but that only by
mere externals: you have me in the public opinion and
judgment of mankind. You have my reputation, and perhaps my
security, to do with as you will. The general prepossession
is in your favour; it will be very easy for you to make me
pass for the monster you have begun to represent me; and
I already see the barbarous exultation of my implacable
enemies. The public will no longer spare me. Without any
farther examination, every body is on the side of those who
have conferred favours; because each is desirous to attract
the same good offices, by displaying a sensibility of the
obligation. I foresee readily the consequences of all this,
particularly in the country to which you have conducted me;
and where, being without friends, and an utter stranger
to every body, I lie almost entirely at your mercy. The
sensible part of mankind, however, will comprehend that I
must be so far from seeking this affair, that nothing more
disagreeable or terrible could possibly have happened to me
in my present situation. They will perceive that nothing
but my invincible aversion to all kind of falsehood, and
the possibility of my professing a regard for a person who
had forfeited it, could have prevented my dissimulation,
at a time when it was on so many accounts my interest. But
the sensible part of mankind are few, nor do they make the
greatest noise in the world.
Yes, Mr Hume, you _have me_ by all the ties of this life;
but you have no power over my probity or my fortitude,
which, being independent either of you or of mankind, I
will preserve in spite of you. Think not to frighten me
with the fortune that awaits me. I know the opinions of
mankind; I am accustomed to their injustice, and have
learned to care little about it. If you have taken your
resolution, as I have reason to believe you have, be
assured mine is taken also. I am feeble indeed in body, but
never possessed greater strength of mind.
Mankind may say and do what they will, it is of little
consequence to me. What is of consequence, however, is,
that I should end as I have begun; that I should continue
to preserve my ingenuousness and integrity to the end,
whatever may happen; and that I should have no cause to
reproach myself either with meanness in adversity, or
insolence in prosperity. Whatever disgrace attends, or
misfortune threatens me, I am ready to meet them. Though I
am to be pitied, I am much less so than you, and all the
revenge I shall take on you is, to leave you the tormenting
consciousness of being obliged, in spite of yourself,
to have a respect for the unfortunate person you have
oppressed.