"You are in my eyes what you always have been," replied Beatrice in a
soft tone--"the man I love."
"Still, still--you--you love me?" he stammered.
"Yes. No, do not touch me," she added hastily, as Vivian flung himself
forward. "You had a right before she came, as you were ignorant, and I
see from her own confession how you were deceived; but now, she is your
wife--she is alive. Until that barrier is removed, we can be nothing
but friends to one another. I cannot stay here."
"Beatrice! Beatrice!"
"I cannot," she answered steadily. "I love you, and I cannot see you
day after day with calmness."
"You can remain as Dinah's companion," he said entreatingly. "I shall
pay you a salary, and then you will be independent."
"No. Dinah has Jerry; she wants no companion. I will go to town, and to
Lady Watson. She was my mother's friend, and will be able to help me."
"You will go as her companion?"
"Oh no. I don't like her sufficiently for that. But she may be able to
get me a position as a governess or something else. And also, I wish to
ask her about my mother, whom she knew. Mrs. Snow gives a cruel version
of what my mother was. Lady Watson may be more truthful. And some day,"
she added, drawing so near to Vivian that it took him all his powers of
self-repression to refrain from taking her in his arms--"some day, when
the barrier is removed, we may come together."
Vivian shook his head. "Maud will never give me a chance of divorce,
my dear," said he bitterly. "She is too clever and--I may say it to
you--too passionless."
"Never mind, we can remain friends."
Paslow groaned aloud with anguish. "Can there be friendship between us
after all that has come and gone?"
"Yes," said Beatrice quietly, "because we are soul friends, and do
not love entirely after the physical. Come, Vivian,"--she placed a
gentle hand on his shoulder--"let us commence our friendship by talking
sensibly of these matters."
"What matters?" he asked listlessly, for the man was worn out with the
struggle which was going on in his breast.
"About the murders of my father and of Alpenny. We must learn who
committed them."
"What good will that do?"
"This much: it will destroy the power which this gang holds over your
head. Major Ruck knows that you were accused of theft, so does Tuft
the lawyer and your wife. For their own ends they will hold this in
terrorem over you."
"They have always done so," said Vivian sadly. "They cannot hurt me so
far as the police are concerned, as I left the court without a stain on
my character. But socially, if they told my friends----"
"If your friends turn their backs on you, they are not worthy to be
called friends," said Beatrice quickly. "You must face this gang
of people. Do you not know their secrets, and thus may be able to
counterplot them?"
"I know nothing about them; but Durban may. The paper which was on
my desk, and which told me to threaten Alpenny with the black patch,
was--now I feel sure--in Durban's handwriting."