Clearly, therefore, she could not ask Archie.
Of course there was Dombrain. No doubt, if she asked him he would give
her money; but suppose he refused to assist her? Ah, well, then she
could force him.
At this point of her meditations Mrs. Belswin stopped.
Could she force him? It was questionable. She did not like the way he
looked at her over the dead body of her husband. Certainly she knew
his secret and could damage his position in London, which he prized so
highly, but then, a worm will turn, and if appearances were against
her as they certainly were, about the death of Sir Rupert, he could
make things very disagreeable for her. Formerly she would not have
minded, but would have dared him in her old reckless fashion, trusting
to her indomitable will to carry her through safely, but now she had
Kaituna to think of as well as herself, so she determined to leave Mr.
Dombrain alone.
Ferrari, Maxwell, Dombrain. She could ask none of the three to assist
her, and yet something must be done. The terrible blow of her father's
death had left Kaituna prostrate with grief, and she looked to Mrs.
Belswin for every thing. Yes, the daughter, ignorant of the mother's
personality, depended upon the mother as she would have done had she
known the truth; and Mrs. Belswin, although concealing her real
relationship; acted towards her newly-recovered daughter with the
utmost tenderness.
Still, what about money?
There was the stage. She could resume her profession, but that would
entail time to obtain an engagement and constant absence from Kaituna,
who was not fitted in her present upset state of mind to be left
alone. So after going over all kinds of possibilities in her mind,
Mrs. Belswin found herself at her wits' end which way to turn for
assistance.
Coincidences happen in real life as well as in novels, and it was a
curious thing that Mrs. Belswin should find in a society journal the
name of Silas P. Oates mentioned as staying at the Langham Hotel.
Silas P. Oates, millionaire. Most extraordinary! He had arrived just
in time, for she could apply to him for money. He was her old lover;
he was the man who had ruined her life; he had deserted her
shamefully; but now he was rich, and had a right to help her. Yes, she
would call on him at once and ask him for assistance. For the sake of
the dead-and-gone days he would not refuse. So with a smile of
satisfaction Mrs. Belswin looked at the paper again.
"Mr. Silas P. Oates is accompanied by his wife and daughter."
Oh! he was married then--married and respectable--while she was still
tossing on the stormy waters of the Bohemian ocean. Ah, these men,
these men! they always have the best of it. They love, and ruin, and
forsake a woman, and then settle down into respectable members of
society; while the woman, who has lost all for their sake, is
condemned for the rest of her life to be the sport of one sex and the
scorn of the other.