“It would not,” contradicted Miss Grison, “what do you know about it,
Mr. Fuller? although I have no quarrel with you, as you have always
treated me like a gentleman. It would not have been a good move,
because Baldwin was so weak that unless he was constantly looked after,
he was always getting into dangerous trouble. He was a fool; yes, I who
loved him, and who sacrificed my life to him, say that he was a weak
fool. I did my best to keep him in the straight path, I allowed him a
weekly income, and comforted him, I did all that a sister and a woman
could do. But it was all of no use, as you may guess, you men who are
bullying a poor weak woman. When Baldwin confessed to me that he had
murdered that man outside Chin Chow’s opium den I knew that the end had
come.”
“What end?” demanded Moon stolidly.
“The end of my patience, the end of the sinful years which Baldwin was
permitted to live on this miserable earth,” cried Miss Grison. “He told
me that he was suspected, and implored me to save him. I promised to do
so, and I did in the only way that I could. I killed him, I stabbed him
to the heart, and that was an easy death compared to being hanged.”
So fierce and wild did she look as she said these words, that all
present shivered, and Sorley moaned, “A terrible woman, a terrible
woman.”
“A merciful woman! a good woman! a bold woman!” cried his wife,
overhearing. “A weaker woman would not have acted as I did. But it was
the only way, if I wished to save him from being hanged and the honored
name of our father, Dr. Theophilus Grison, from being further smirched.
I determined to kill Baldwin, and also to use his death as a means to
hang you.”
“You wicked woman!” cried Alan indignantly.
“Wicked? Why wicked, since this beast ruined both me and my brother? I
was only dealing out justice to him, as I dealt out mercy to Baldwin.
And I made my plans cleverly. I knew that Mr. Bakche was haunting
Mother Slaig’s, and counted on him recognizing my brute of a husband on
that night, since he had already seen him here when he came to make
inquiries about the peacock. I made Baldwin write to Sorley to appoint
the thirteenth of November night as the time to come up. Baldwin showed
me the reply, and I knew that he would be there. I took the stiletto
which belonged to Sorley as I stole it along with the peacock when I
left this house. Since it was his I thought it would make the evidence
against him more certain. I went to Rotherhithe and watched. I saw
Sorley go, and then I went up to Baldwin’s room and stabbed him. It
doesn’t matter how I cajoled him to lie down and rest, and chose my
time. I stabbed him to the heart and that is enough for you to know.”
Again her listeners shivered, for there seemed to be something terrible
about this small frail woman admitting such a dreadful deed so
callously and boldly. She smiled as she saw their feeling. “What a lot
of cowards you men are,” she jeered, “you wouldn’t have acted so
bravely; no, not you.”