"You are not polite, Ferdy," said his sister, restraining a strong
impulse to box his ears. "Now, you listen to me. But that you are my
brother and my twin, I should let you go your own way to ruin and
destruction."
"That's rather strong."
"But not too strong for your weakness," she persisted. "I know you
thoroughly, Ferdy. You are a charming, weak, impulsive boy, with many
attractions of person and manner, likely to lead you into undesirable
company. People like you, and, as liking with the majority means
selfishness, they will make use of you--perhaps in bad ways."
"What do you mean by bad ways?" asked Ferdy, crossly.
"Ways of pleasure--ways of folly--ways which do not lead to hard work
and an honoured name. You are the kind of person, neither good nor
bad, who goes dancing along the primrose path, out of sheer weakness,
because others dance beside you. If you were a wicked man, Ferdy, you
would be clever, as wickedness needs cleverness to aid its full
accomplishment. But you are merely weak, and that is dangerous to you
and to me."
"I don't know what you are talking about," said Ferdy, restlessly.
"But I do," cried Clarice, passionately. "I know you better than you
do yourself. I know that with your weakness you will bring disgrace on
yourself and on me. Were I selfish, as you are, I would decline this
guardianship, and let you have your money, to go your own silly, weak
way, which will lead to ruin. But I love you, and--"
"And so you bully me."
"I am not bullying you; I am talking sense, if you only have the brain
power to enter into my feelings. Because you are my brother and my
twin, I accept the responsibility laid upon me. If you were not I
should marry Anthony next week, and forget much of the past."
"What past are you referring to?"
"That which has just closed with the death of Uncle Henry. For years
you and I have gone with him down a long and pleasant lane. Now with
his death has come the turning, and another lane opens before us.
Whether it will be as pleasant remains with you."
"With me?"
"Yes. I could marry Anthony, as I say, and let you go alone. But I
love you too well to see you ruin yourself. I shall take a house in
London, and we will live there together. Then I shall be able to look
after you."
Ferdy rose, pale with anger. "And I am to be tied to your
apron-strings all my life."
"God forbid, as I have my own life to look after. Even for love, one
should not sacrifice one's whole life--that is, the kind of love, the
sisterly affection which I have for you. My love for Anthony is
different. I have no right to sacrifice him to you. But when you
are married to Prudence, my task will be ended. She will look after
you--she will take care of you, and I can then marry and be happy,
knowing that you are safe."
"And suppose I object to this scheme you have, of taking a London
house?" asked Ferdy, savagely. "In that case I'll stop your
allowance."
"You can't--you daren't."