Whom God Hath Joined: A Question of Marriage — David Hume — John Shaqi
Whom God Hath Joined: A Question of Marriage
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She knew she was not disliked, as she had done her best to conciliate
everyone, but on the other hand she knew perfectly well that a gulf
lay between herself and these people which could not be bridged over
in any way. They all wanted to take her to their bosom and gush over
her, while she, cold, reserved and self-reliant, objected to the
obvious hint of patronage in this desire; so although she received and
made visits, went to all provincial gaities, and presided at her own
dinner-table in returning hospitality, yet she felt she was an exile
among these people, a stranger in a strange land, who could neither
learn their ways nor make them understand her own.
In fact, now that the glamour of the honeymoon had worn off, there
were times when even Sir Guy felt the chill of her manner towards him,
and although he tried to analyse the feeling, never succeeded in doing
so. She was perfect in every way, almost too perfect, and at times he
had his doubts as to whether it would not have been wiser on his part
to have married a common-place provincial belle than this ethereal
creature, whose nature he vaguely perceived was utterly at variance
with his own. Such ideas as these, however, he rejected as heretical
against the woman he loved, and he assured himself with unnecessary
vehemence that he had gained a woman who would be perfect in every way
both as mother and wife. Therefore the county and Sir Guy were both
pleased with Alizon in this somewhat doubtful fashion, and she,
knowing the real mistrust she had innocently provoked by her icy
reserve, did not trouble herself about it, but went calmly on her way,
fulfilling her position as mistress of Errington Hall, and one of the
great ladies of the place.
One event, however, took place which showed Guy that under her
impassive demeanour there was a strong will and a considerable spice
of temper, both of which came to light in the episode of Mrs.
Veilsturm.
Everyone far and near had called at the Hall. Stalwart county squires
with their comfortable wives and frivolous daughters, loud-voiced,
hearty young men whose ideas rarely extended beyond the hunting-field,
occasionally an effete inhabitant of Belgravia, whose ancestral acres
were but rarely visited, meek curates who wanted Alizon to become the
Lady Bountiful of the parish, and gay country damsels who revelled in
lawn-tennis and slily copied Lady Errington's dresses with feminine
subtlety--all these had called at the Hall and been received by Alizon
with friendly reserve, after which she returned their visits in
company with Guy, feeling she had done her duty. Nothing out of the
way happened till Mrs. Veilsturm left her card.