Whom God Hath Joined: A Question of Marriage — David Hume — John Shaqi
Whom God Hath Joined: A Question of Marriage
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His intense egotism and love of gratifying self, however, came to his
aid, and he argued himself into a satisfactory frame of mind by Heaven
only knows what sophistry.
"She doesn't care a bit about her husband," he reflected, pacing the
room with measured strides, "she never did care about him, and it's a
pity to see a clever woman like that tied to an unsympathetic log.
With me, her life will be much happier than with him, and after he
gets a divorce I will marry her, and we will live abroad, where there
will be no narrow-minded bigots to scoff at what they will call her
false step. I'll do it, at whatever cost! My life will be a blank
without her, and she will be unhappy with Guy, so it will be far the
best for both of us to come together, even at the cost of a public
scandal. I'm sorry for Guy, but the one must suffer for the many, and
I daresay in after years he will thank me for taking from him a wife
from whom, even now, after less than two years of married life, he is
estranged."
So Eustace, sophist as he was, argued in favour of his dishonourable
passion, and would have even succeeded in persuading himself that he
was a much-injured person by having to undergo such trouble, but for a
certain uneasy feeling that he ruthlessly crushed down.
Having settled his plans to his own satisfaction, Eustace had another
smoke, then going to the window, drew aside the curtains and looked
forth into the black night.
The wind was rising and whistled shrilly round the house, lashing
the dark waves into lines of seething white foam which glimmered
ghost-like through the gloom, while overhead the thin filmy clouds
raced across the sky over the face of the haggard-looking moon. He
could hear the thunder of the surge on the distant beach, the wind
muttering drearily among the trees, and casting his eyes overhead he
saw the pallid moonlight streaming in ghastly radiance through the
ragged clouds.
Dropping the curtain with a sigh, he sauntered across to the piano,
and began to improvise a weird fantasy in keeping with the feelings
aroused by the wild scene without. The roll of the sea, the wuthering
of the wind, and the rustle of the reeds were all transmuted into
strange harmonies under the touch of his skilful fingers, and stealing
out at intervals from amid the tempest of sound, stole a strange,
sobbing strain, fitful and wayward as the breeze, as if some malicious
demon were piping heart-stealing love-songs to the sky, and the night,
and the lonely marsh.
He remained some time at the piano, following his changeful fancies,
but when the clock struck nine he closed the instrument, and had one
final pipe before going to bed. As he sat in front of the fire,
looking into the heart of the burning coals, he went over again in his
own mind the details of the scheme by which he hoped to secure his
cousin's wife to himself.
"Yes," he said aloud in the silence of the room, "it is all right!
There is no flaw!"