"It's easy enough explained! When I married my wife, I thought her
coldness would wear off, but it did not. To all my love and
tenderness, she was as cold as ice. Kind enough in a cold-blooded sort
of way, but as far as any answering tenderness or feeling of sympathy,
she might as well have been a statue. That was hard enough to bear, as
you may imagine, but when the child was born it was much worse. She
isn't a statue now, by any means, but her whole soul is wrapped up in
the child. She's never away from him, she never stops talking about
him, she lives in the nursery, and never comes near me. If I offer to
caress her, she frowns and resents any display of affection. All her
love, all her heart, is given to the child, and I've got to be content
with cold looks, and about five minutes' conversation a day. I hardly
ever see her, sometimes she doesn't even come to meals, and when I
remonstrated with her, she turned on me in a cold fury, and asked me
if I wanted her to neglect the child. What am I to do, Eustace? I
can't force her to love me against her will. I can't keep her from the
child. There seems nothing for me to do, but to be satisfied with the
life I am leading now, and it's Hell, Eustace, Hell. It's a big word
to describe a little thing, isn't it? The world would laugh at me if
they heard me talk, but no one can understand it, unless they undergo
it."
He spoke with great emotion, and although Eustace failed in a great
measure to understand his deep feelings on the subject, he could not
but see that his cousin had great cause to speak. A young man of
ardent nature, to whom love is a necessity, finding himself tied to a
woman who chilled every demonstration of affection, and lavished all
her adoration on the child of which he was the father--it was truly a
pitiable situation, and yet one at which the world would laugh,
because the tragic elements therein were so simple.
Gartney listened in silence to the long speech, and saying nothing in
reply, made his cousin have some luncheon, while he thought over the
whole affair.
"I won't speak to Mrs. Veilsturm," he thought to himself, pouring out
Guy a glass of wine, "if I can I'll bring them together again and then
leave England for ever."
During the luncheon, he talked gaily enough to Errington, cheering him
up by every means in his power, making up his mind in the meantime as
to what was the best course to pursue.
When the meal was finished, he ordered Javelrack to bring round a
horse, and, with Sir Guy, was soon trotting along the road on the way
to Errington Hall.