But what about herself? What could she do in order to free herself
from the companionship of this man who prized her less than he did his
dissolute companions? Divorce! Yes, that was the way to break the
chain which bound her to the husband she despised. But it was
impossible that she could take advantage of the law, for it would
reflect on the child in the future, and for the child's sake she would
have to remain in the bondage of marriage.
Tearless, cold, and pale as a lily, she sat there with her hands
clasping the hateful letter which told her of her husband's treachery
and destroyed the happiness of her life. The child, weary of its toys,
crawled across the carpet to her feet, and clutching her dress raised
itself to its feet with a plaintive cry. She looked downward in
dry-eyed misery, saw the wax-like tiny hands clasping her dress, and
heard the thin little voice utter its inarticulate prayer to lie on
her breast.
The full horror of her position broke on her dulled brain like a flash
of light, and with a burst of tears she took up the child and strained
him convulsively to her bosom.
Ah, how those tears fell--hot, scalding tears that blistered her
cheeks, that burned into her very soul, and that fell on the
frightened face of the baby like rain, bitter and salt as the waves of
the sea. The child was afraid at this passionate outburst of sorrow
and began to cry, but she held him close to her breast and,
restraining her tears, hushed him to slumber with a low lullaby
rocking to and fro, her heart heavy as lead.
"Alizon!"
With a cry she arose to her feet, the sleeping child in her arms, and
saw her husband, travel-stained, worn, and haggard, standing at the
door with a look of imploring agony on his face. She drew herself up
to her full height and shrank against the wall, with one arm stretched
out to keep him off, the other holding the tiny form of the child, and
at her feet the crumpled letter that had been the cause of all this
undoing.
Guy made a step forward and stretched out his arms.
"Alizon!"
"Don't--don't come near me!" she said in a low, hoarse voice, with a
look of horror on her pale face.
"I come to explain----"
"Nothing can explain that," she answered, pointing to the letter on
the floor, "nothing can explain that."
"I can explain it, if you will only listen," he said vehemently. The
marks of tears were still on her cheeks, but no other traces of
emotion remained to show how she had suffered.
As her husband spoke, a cold, scornful smile crept over her face, and
she signed to him to go on, still shrinking against the wall with her
arms folded round the child as if she would keep it from being
contaminated by its father.
"I saw Aunt Jelly," said Sir Guy hurriedly, "and she told me what she
had done. Written to you about--about Mrs. Veilsturm."
He brought out the hated name with a great effort, but his wife,
neither shrinking nor wincing, stared straight at him with that
terrible frozen smile on her face.