Surely he would come over now that his child was dead, come over to
bury his first-born and console the afflicted mother! Eustace waited
hopefully for a telegram saying that he was on his way, but at length
received a wire asking him to come over to San Remo and see his cousin
there. He crushed the telegram up in his hand with an oath.
"Good God!" he said to himself in dismay, "surely that woman cannot
have besotted him so far that he cannot come to the funeral of his own
child."
He did not hesitate a moment, but wrote a letter to Otterburn at the
Hall, telling him he was going over to San Remo to bring back
Errington, and then, hastily packing a few things, started from
Victoria Station for the Continent.
During the last few weeks since his departure from Castle Grim, he had
arranged all his affairs prior to his departure for Africa. Laxton was
still in Town as, Otterburn being married, he had not been able to
find anyone to go with him as a companion, so when Eustace offered
himself, he was greatly delighted. It had been Laxton's intention to
go down to Cape Town, but Gartney persuaded him to alter his
destination to the Nile, and, go far up into Nubia, in order to follow
in the footsteps of Speke and Bruce. This arrangement was
satisfactory, and Eustace and his friend began to arrange everything
for their trip, which now began to assume more the appearance of an
exploring expedition than a mere shooting excursion.
When he had to go to San Remo in order to bring back Guy, all the
preparations were left in Laxton's hands, which did not, by any means,
prove irksome to that young man, as he was going in heart and soul for
the business.
Eustace, as he stood on the deck of a Channel steamer in the dark
night, drinking in the sea breezes, thought all the time of the woman
he loved kneeling beside the open coffin.
"She has nothing to care for now," he said to himself. "God has taken
away her idol, so if I bring back Guy with me, she will forgive and
love him for coming to her in her sorrow."
The fact was, that for the first time in his life Gartney was
sacrificing self for the benefit of other people. Hitherto he had
gratified without scruple all his egotistical desires, but the
hopeless love he cherished for Alizon Ellington had brought to light
the nobler traits of his nature, and probably he was never a better
man than now, when he was striving to bring wife and husband together
for their mutual happiness before leaving his native country for an
everlasting exile, and perchance death in a savage land.
CHAPTER XXXVII.
THE TRUTH ABOUT MRS. VEILSTURM.
"We all have skeletons, everyone,
We hide away from the cheerful sun,
Tearful and sad, or merry and gay,
We all have skeletons hidden away."