A Virginia Girl in the Civil War, 1861-1865: being a record of the actual experiences of the wife of a Confederate officer
John Locke · en
A novel position, truly, Yankees protecting us against our own
soldiers! We met another company of soldiers, and alas! we could turn
back none of them. They were not mounted, they were not handsomely
uniformed. From the windows of our ambulance we looked out on them with
tearful eyes, and waved our handkerchiefs to them; but their heads
were bowed, and they did not see us. They would hardly have believed
we were prisoners if they had seen us, for our escort of Union cavalry
the whole time they guarded us treated us as if we were queens. Not one
profane word did we hear--not a syllable that breathed anything but
respect and kindly feeling.
At Newtown we were released and were Union prisoners no longer,
but Southern travelers close to the Southern lines and on our own
responsibility. Captain Goldsborough bade us adieu, saying that he
was sorry he could not take us farther, but that his orders compelled
him to turn back here, and we poured out our gratitude to him and to
Colonel McReynolds and General Kelly by him. He put a little sentiment
into a farewell pressure of my hand, and I am afraid I put a great
deal too much gratitude and penitence into my eyes. My genius for
friendship had asserted itself, and I was fast learning to give him a
companion niche in my heart with Captains Hosmer and Locke. Another day
with him, and I would have told him I was married, showed him Dan’s
picture, bored him with Dan, and found in him all the better friend and
good comrade.
Our hearts sank as our gallant bluecoat, our cozy ambulance, and our
cavalry guard left us, three lonely women in the tavern at Newtown.
We spent the night there, and the next morning secured, with much
difficulty, a small, uncovered, one-horse wagon to take us on our
journey. We were very much crowded. Our trunks were piled up in
it--mother’s, Mrs. Drummond’s, and my own. I made mother as comfortable
as possible, and Mrs. Drummond carefully made herself so, while I sat
on the seat with the driver, a trunk sticking in my back all the way. I
had to sit almost double because of the trunk, the wagon being so small
that no other arrangement was possible.
Rain had fallen plentifully here. The day was one of fogs and mists
with occasional light showers, the roads were, muddy and seamed with
ruts, over which the wagon jogged up and down, and I jogged with it,
feeling as if my back would break in two and almost wishing it would
and end my misery. About nine of that miserable wet night we hailed
with eager, glad, tired hearts and eyes the lights of Woodstock. Here
we knew we should find Southern forces encamped, here we knew we should
be at home among our own people. Just outside the town a voice rang
through the darkness:
“Halt!”
A sentry stood in our path.
“We are Southerners,” we said. “Let us pass.”
“Where are your papers?”
“Papers? We haven’t any papers. We are _Southerners_, we tell
you--Southern ladies, and we are in a hurry, and you must let us pass
right now.”