The probationer came up and took away the tea-tray. Camilla left her
patient and went to the other beds.
That night again, she sat alone in her little white room and thought
and thought. She had started the day with half-formed plans of flight
before her identity could be discovered. She was there voluntarily,
purely as an act of grace. She could walk out, without reproach, at a
moment's notice. But now--had not the situation changed? To her, as
to a stranger, he had confessed his love. She had not dared probe
deeper--but might not a deeper probing have brought to light something
abiding and beautiful? In the war, she had accomplished her womanhood.
Proudly and rightly she recognized her development. He, too, had
accomplished his manhood. And his dear face would be maimed and
scarred for the rest of his life. Then, with the suddenness of a
tropical storm, a wave of intolerable emotion surged through her. She
uttered a little cry and broke into a passion of tears. And so her
love was reborn.
Professional to the tips of her cool fingers, she dressed his wounds
the next morning. But she did not lure him back across the years. The
present held its own happiness, tremulous in its delicacy. It was he
who questioned. Whereabouts in France had she been? She replied with
scraps of anecdote. There was little of war's horror and peril through
which she had not passed. She explained her present position in the
hospital.
"By George, you're splendid!" he cried. "I wish I could have a look at
you."
"You've lost your chance for to-day," she answered gaily. For she had
completed the bandaging.
After dinner, she went out and walked the streets in a day-dream, a
soft light in her eyes. The moment of recognition--and it was bound
soon to come--could not fail in its touch of sanctification, its touch
of beauty. He and she had passed through fires of hell and had emerged
purified and tempered. They were clear-eyed, clear-souled. The
greatest gift of God, miraculously regiven, they could not again
despise. On that dreary afternoon, Oxford Street hummed with joy.
Only a freak of chance had hitherto preserved her anonymity. A
reference by matron or probationer to Sister Warrington would betray
her instantly. Should she await or anticipate betrayal?
In a fluttering tumult of indecision, she returned to the hospital.
The visiting-hour had begun. When she had taken off her outdoor
things, she looked into the ward. Around the two beds on the right,
little groups of friends were stationed. The boy, Robin McKay, in the
bed nearest the door on the left, caught sight of her and summoned her.
"Sister, come and pretend to be a visitor. There's not a soul in this
country who could possibly come to see me. You don't know what it is
to be homesick."
She sat by his side.
"All right. Imagine I'm an elderly maiden aunt from the country."
"You?" he cried, with overseas frankness. "You're only a kid yourself."