In his sleepless and disordered, fancy, the witnesses jostled each other
in the box, giving inconsequent scraps of evidence. But clearest before
his mind rose the picture of Minna, his wife, the sole person in the
universe that could be absolutely certain of his innocence. There she
stood, appalling in the wreckage of her beauty, a thin, black, pinched
figure, hollow-eyed, drawn-lipped, telling the half truth that was more
damnable than a lie. She had parted from Mr. Colman at eleven, had gone
up to her room. Had heard no sound in the house till she was awakened in
the morning to learn the horrible news. The relations between Mr. Colman
and her father had always been most cordial. He had dined with them that
evening, her father in the best of spirits. Mr. Hart had never mentioned
that Mr. Colman was a client. Clients were not visiting acquaintances.
That was all. She had not met his eyes, scarcely those of the Crown
prosecutor or the magistrate when they questioned her. Had replied
doggedly, in the deep, hard voice he had grown so familiar with of late.
But one year ago it had stirred all the fibres in his body. To-day not a
vestige of its richness remained.
She floated fantastic in his memories. Once during the night he fell
into a brief half-sleep. She gave him again the brown-paper parcel--but
loose this time, so that the paper slipped away, and revealed a halter.
He woke sweating with the nightmare. Anything approaching sleep was
thenceforth impossible. The dim, perpetual, inextinguishable light in
his cell grew to a maddening irritation. He yearned for the soothing
comfort of darkness. He wrapped his head in his bedclothes to shut out
the light--but with the ill success familiar to all who have tried it.
So, until the dawn, he remained staringly awake, and the phantasmagoria
of his trial swept endlessly on.
Faces of friends, anxious, incredulous, seen in the crowded little
court, rose up before him. Gerard’s and Irene’s most continuously. She
wore a tight-fitting dark-blue jacket and a little toque to match, set
amid the fair waves of her hair. He remembered vividly every detail--the
white stitching of her black gloves. He strove to keep her image before
him--the sweetness of her smile, the trust in her grey eyes. But
Minna, hard and sullen, came and blotted out the more gracious fantasy.
Again he recalled Irene--the last scene, before he was led away to the
prison van, when friends crowded round the dock; Gerard among the first.
“It’s bound to come right, Hugh. We’ll do our best.”
Irene had struggled forward and the others had fallen back. And she had
put up both hands, which he, leaning over, had taken in his; and he had
seen the great pain burning beneath her eyes.
“Oh, Hugh, if our love for you can do anything--use it--God bless you!”