“Take it like that!” she repeated in fierce scorn. “How else could a
woman hear such news? How else do you suppose she could feel to be told
that she had been hoodwinked, and kept from her duty and a man's heart
very likely broken, to save the respectability of a worn-out old family.
Oh, how could they have dared to do it? How could they have dared to do
it?”
“It was a beastly mistake,” he admitted.
A whirlwind of scorn seemed to sweep over her. She could keep still no
longer. She walked up and down the little room. Her hands were clenched,
her eyes flashing.
“To tell me that he was dead--to let him live out the rest of his poor
life in exile and alone! Did they think that I didn't care? Cecil,” she
exclaimed, suddenly turning and facing him, “I always loved my father!
You may think that I was too young to remember him--I wasn't, I loved
him always. When I grew up and they told me of his disgrace I was
bitterly sorry, for I loved his memory--but it made no difference.
And all the time it was a weak, silly lie! They let him come out, poor
father, without a friend to speak to him and they hustled him out of the
country. And I, whose place was there with him, never knew!”
“You were only a child, Ernestine. It was twelve years ago.”
“Child! I may have been only a child, but I should have been old enough
to know where my place was. Thank God I have done with these people and
their disgusting shibboleth of respectability.”
“You are a little violent,” he remarked.
“Pshaw!” She flashed a look of scorn upon him. “You don't understand!
How should you, you are of their kidney--you're only half a man.
Thank God that my mother was of the people! I'd have died to have gone
smirking through life with a brick for a heart and milk and water in my
veins! Of all the stupid pieces of brutality I ever heard of, this is
the most callous and the most heartbreaking.”
“It was a great mistake,” he said, “but I believe they did it for the
best.”
She sat down with a little gesture of despair.
“I really think you'd better go away, Cecil,” she said. “You exasperate
me too horribly. I shall strike you or throw something at you soon. Did
it for the best! What a miserable whine! Poor dear old dad, to think
that they should have done this thing.”
She buried her face in her handkerchief and sobbed for the second time
since her childhood. Davenant was wise enough to attempt no sort of
consolation. He leaned a little forward and hid his own face with the
palm of his hand. When at last she looked up her face had cleared and
her tone was less bitter. It would have gone very hard with the Earl of
Eastchester, however, if he had called to see his niece just then.
“Well,” she said, “I want to know now why, after keeping silent all this
time, you thought it best to tell me the truth this afternoon?”
“Because,” he answered, “you told me that you had just been to see
Scarlett Trent!”
“And what on earth had that to do with it?”