All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
All for Love; or, Her Heart's Sacrifice
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At this the happy young fellow, remembering her presence for the
first time, got up deliberately from his knees, where he was kneeling
by Berry, and marching to Mrs. Cline, took her, playfully, by the
shoulders, and put her outside the door, saying gayly:
“You don’t understand a word of this, of course, but I will explain it
all to your satisfaction if you will stay out here till I get an answer
to my proposal, will you?” pleadingly.
“I--I--yes, I suppose I must, if you order me to, Mr. Charley, but I
don’t know what the doctor, and the nurse, and Miss Montague, too, will
say to all this goings on, sir, especially if the poor young girl gets
a relapse from excitement,” she complained.
“She will not get a relapse. Happiness never killed anybody!” cried the
young man, beaming happily upon her, as he shut her outside, and went
back to the blushing, trembling little girl.
“My darling, please forgive me for taking you by storm this way, but
I never had any patience in my life, and how could I have now, when I
have the sweetest story in the world to tell you? Listen, Berry, my
dearest: I have loved you and you alone, since the first moment I saw
your lovely face shining down on me from the cottage window framed in
morning-glory vines. From that moment your face has been the star of
my life’s horizon, and your sweet love song has haunted many a dream.
But I was betrothed to another, a proud, rich girl, my equal in birth
and position, so at first I did not think of breaking my vow. Then you
faded from my life, and I feared you were dead until I saw you on the
boards of the theater that night, in my own home, a very queen of love
and beauty. I knew you again in a moment. My little Berry could not
hide from me under the pseudonym of Vera Vane.”
Berry’s soft cheeks dimpled into a smile at that, and taking her small
hand, he held it tightly clasped in a warm, sweet pressure, while he
continued:
“That very night I had come home from a long yachting trip, trying to
forget you, and had made up my mind to settle down and make everybody
but myself happy by marrying Rosalind. But my presence was as yet
unknown to my people, and when I saw you again, Berry, and knew that
you lived, more sweet and lovely than ever, I could not bear the
thought of my betrothed. I stole away when the play was over and went
out into the grounds to brood over my trouble. While I smoked a cigar,
hidden on a seat in some shrubberies, you came by and stopped and
talked to yourself until the old fortune teller came to upbraid you for
not keeping your engagement promptly. Do you remember it, Berry?”
“Ah, yes, yes--and you were there close by?” she breathed, in wonder.