Julie liked Teddy Bolitho. Before the advent of Lawless she had liked
him better than any man she had ever met. Bolitho had stood aside when
the older man claimed her attention. It had been a blow for him, but he
had taken it pluckily with his back against the wall. He had quickly
recognised that he stood no chance against Lawless, who had everything
in his favour so far as outward seeming went, and despite his successful
rivalry, he entertained a half-reluctant liking for the man. It was not
surprising that Julie should find him fascinating; and it would be a
very much better match for her, he had decided, judging--as Julie's
mother had judged when she encouraged Lawless to visit at the house--by
externals.
And then had arisen the scandal concerning Lawless, and his subsequent
disappearance; and Bolitho had quietly stepped out from the background,
and taken his place again quite naturally at Julie's side. She accepted
his action without comment. He was the only one in her world who
understood. She felt instinctively that he did understand, that she
could count on his sympathy, though neither by word nor sign did he
allude to what was past; and she repaid him in the trust and regard of
an earnest friendship, which is the next best thing to love. But an
earnest friendship is not what a man covets from the girl who holds his
heart. Bolitho was acquiring patience in the hard school of necessity;
nevertheless, there were times when his spirit chafed sorely, times when
he felt thoroughly disheartened and discouraged; despite the happy
optimism of his nature, the outlook was not promising.
"I don't know why you bother about me," she said to him one evening at a
dance, when he came upon her sitting out in a corner by herself. He had
only just arrived, having been detained at the store, where they were
short-handed through the illness of a clerk. He had looked for Julie as
soon as he entered the room, and caught sight of her in her corner
looking wretched and forlorn. At her speech he sat down beside her,
and, with a smile, possessed himself of her programme.
"It's curious that I should, isn't it?" he said. "But I've always been
in the habit of pleasing myself. What are you going to give me, Julie?"
"Oh! anything you like," she answered dispiritedly. "You'll find any
amount of blanks. I have spent most of the time so far adorning the
walls."
He looked at her steadily.
"You do it very prettily," he answered.
"Thank you, Teddy."
She moved a little closer to him, and her face brightened.