Mr. Wordsworth, Mrs. Wordsworth and Miss Fenwick have been quite
charmed, affected, and instructed by the invalid's volume....
Mrs. Wordsworth, after a few pages were read, at once pronounced
it to be Miss Martineau's production, and concluded that you
knew all about it and caused it to be sent hither. In some of
the most eloquent parts it stops short of their wishes and
expectations: but they all agree that it is _a rare book_, doing
honor to the head and heart of your able and interesting friend.
Mr. Wordsworth praised it with more unreserve--I may say, with
more _earnestness_--than is usual with him. The serene and
heavenly-minded Miss Fenwick was prodigal of her admiration. But
Mrs. Wordsworth's was the crowning praise. She said--and you
know how she would say it--"I wish I had read exactly such a
book as that years ago!"... It is a _genuine_ and touching
series of meditations by an invalid not sick in mind or
heart.[10]
[10] _Diary and Letters of H. C. Robinson_, vol. iii.,
p. 235.
From one of the letters with which Mr. Henry G. Atkinson has favored
me and my readers, I find that she wrote a chapter for that book,
which undoubtedly must have been of the deepest interest, but which
was not published.
LETTER TO MR. ATKINSON.
[Extract.]
November 19, 1872.
DEAR FRIEND:
... You will feel at once how earnestly
I must be longing for death--I who never loved life, and who would
any day of my life have rather departed than stayed. Well! it can
hardly go on very much longer now. But I do wish it was permitted
to us to judge for ourselves a little how long we ought to carry
on the task which we never desired and could not refuse, and how
soon we may fairly relieve our comrades from the burden of taking
care of us. I wonder whether the chapter I wrote about this for
the "Sick-Room" book will ever see the light. I rather wish it
may, because I believe it utters what many people think and feel.
I let it be omitted from that book because it might perhaps injure
the impression of the rest of the volume; but, so far as I
remember it, it is worth considering, and therefore publishing.