“A victory over myself or some sort of treachery?” ... The long drawer
which held her evening things seemed full of wonders. She dragged out a
little home-made smocked blouse of pale blue nun’s veiling that had
seemed too dowdy for Newlands and put it on over her morning skirt. It
shone upon her. Rapidly washing her hands, away from the glamour of the
looking-glass, she mentally took stock of her hair, untouched since the
morning, the amateur blouse, its crude clear blue hard against the harsh
black skirt. Back again at the dressing-table as she dried her hands she
found the miracle renewed. The figure that confronted her in the mirror
was wrapped in some strange harmonising radiance. She looked at it for a
moment as she would have looked at an unknown picture, in tranquil
disinterested contemplation. The sound of the gong came softly into the
room, bringing her no apprehensive contraction of nerves. She wove its
lingering note into the imagined tinkling of an old melody from a wooden
musical box. Opening the door before turning out her gas she found a
small bunch of hothouse lilies of the valley lying on the
writing-table.... Mrs. Corrie--“you must come.”
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Tucking them into her belt she went slowly downstairs, confused by a
picture coming between her and her surroundings like a filmy lantern
slide, of Portland Bill lying on a smooth sea in a clear afterglow....
“Quite a madonna,” said Mrs. Staple-Craven querulously. She sat low in
her chair, her round gold head on its short stalk standing firmly up
from billowy frills of green silk ... “a fat water-lily,” mused Miriam,
and went wandering through the great steamy glass-houses at Kew, while
the names that had been murmured during the introductions echoed
irrelevantly in her brain.
“She _must_ wear her host’s colours sometimes,” said Mr. Corrie quickly
and gently.
Miriam glanced her surprise and smiled shyly in response to his shy
smile. It was as if the faint radiance that she felt all round her had
been outlined by a flashing blade. Mrs. Craven might go on resenting it;
she could not touch it again. It steadied and concentrated; flowing from
some inexhaustible inner centre, it did not get beyond the circle
outlined by the flashing blade, but flowed back on her and out again and
back until it seemed as if it must lift her to her feet. Her eyes caught
the clear brow and smooth innocently sleeked dark hair of a man at the
other end of the table--under the fine level brows was a loudly talking,
busily eating face--all the noise of the world, and the brooding
grieving unconscious brow above it. Everyone was talking. She glanced.
The women showed no foreheads; but their faces were not noisy; they were
like the brows of the men, except Mrs. Craven’s. Her silent face was
mouthing and complaining aloud all the time.
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