The garden blazed in the fresh warm air. But there was no happiness in
it. Everything was lost and astray. The house-party had dispersed and
disappeared. Mrs. Corrie sat and strolled about the garden, joyless, as
if weighed down by some immovable oppression. If Mr. Corrie were to come
out, and sit there too it would be worse. It was curious to think that
the garden was his at all. He would come feebly out, looking ill and
they would all sit, uneasy and afraid. But Mrs. Corrie wanted him to
come out, knew he ought to be there. It was she who had thought of it.
It was intolerable to think of his coming. Yet he had been “crazy mad”
about her for five years. Five years and then this. Whose fault was it?
His or hers? Or was marriage always like that? Perhaps that was why she
and Mrs. Craven had laughed when they were asked whether marriage was a
failure. Mrs. Craven had no children. Nothing to think about but stars
and spirits and her food and baths and little silk dresses and Mr.
Craven treated her as if she were a child he had got tired of petting.
She did not even go fishing with him. She was lying down in her room and
tea would be taken up to her. At least she thought of herself and seemed
to enjoy life. But she was getting fatter and fatter. Mrs. Corrie did
not want anything for herself, except for the fun of getting things. She
cared only for the children and when they grew up they would have
nothing to talk to her about. Sybil would have thoughts behind her ugly
strong face. She would tell them to no one. The boy would adore her,
until his wife whom he would adore came between them. So there was
nothing for women in marriage and children. Because they had no
thoughts. Their husbands grew to hate them because they had no thoughts.
But if a woman had thoughts a man would not be “silly” about her for
five years. And Mrs. Corrie had her garden. She would always have that,
when he was not there.
“If you were to go and ask him,” said Mrs. Corrie, brushing out her
dress with her hands, “he’d come out.”
“_Me!_” said Miriam in amazement.
“Yes, go on, my dear, you see; he’ll come.”
“But perhaps he doesn’t want to,” said Miriam, suddenly feeling that she
was playing a familiar part in a novel and wanting to feel quite sure
she was reading her rôle aright.
“You go and try,” laughed Mrs. Corrie gently. “_Make_ him come out.”
“I’ll tell him you wish him to come,” said Miriam gravely, getting to
her feet. “All _right_,” she thought, “if I have more influence over him
than you it’s not my fault, not anybody’s fault, but how horrid you must
feel.”
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