She had liked the man, had hoped that the acquaintance so informally
begun would develop pleasantly on ordinary lines, a hope which she
realised very certainly could never be fulfilled. Further intercourse
would be forbidden her. Though had the road been open to a pursuance of
the acquaintance Prudence herself would no longer have wished to follow
it up. The colour had gone out of the pleasure and left a neutral-toned
picture in its stead, a picture of life in its least lovely aspect, with
the sordid streak of self-indulgence trailing its disfiguring smudges
across the canvas. Was nothing that was pleasant altogether fine? In
this complex meandering of human destinies was this mean streak, which
spoilt the fine grain of the wood, discoverable in each separate
individual?
Prudence lay back against the cushions feeling utterly weary and unable
to cope with the rush of swift emotions which flooded her mind.
Reaction followed upon the period of excitement. She was conscious only
of the pain in her foot. No one had thought of removing her shoe. She
had loosened it in the car; but the foot had swollen and felt too big
for its covering. She made an effort now to remove the shoe, whereupon
Agatha, capable but unsympathetic, came to her assistance.
"You ought to have done that before," she complained petulantly, and to
her own surprise, as well as to her sister's, broke down and cried
weakly.
CHAPTER SIXTEEN.
Though not serious, Prudence's injuries confined her to the house for
some time. It proved an irksome time for the members of her family as
well as for herself. She was not patient, and it exasperated her to be
compelled to lie on the sofa, unequal to rising from it and running away
when her sisters, from a sense of duty, installed themselves near her
couch with the sociable intention of keeping her company. They insisted
on her occupying herself with some sewing as a relief to the tedium of
enforced inaction. Prudence hated sewing, and made a demand for books;
whereupon her sisters in turn read aloud to her the works of Miss
Nouchette Carey, which were familiar to Prudence from childhood, and
bored her exceedingly. She wanted something more stimulating; something
which did not depict Wortheton ideals and sentiment. But the more
modern writers were banned as unwholesome, and the poets were
discredited on account of an erotic tendency to idealise passion and
adorn sensuousness with an exalted language better suited to more
spiritual qualities. Or so Miss Agatha thought.
"The merit of a book," she affirmed, "depends upon whether it stands the
test of being read aloud without causing embarrassment to the reader and
to the audience."
"Books never embarrass me," Prudence said, "but occasionally they bore
me. I don't care to read about people who lead the stodgy kind of life
we lead."
"Life is not stodgy," Agatha reproved her. "And it is the same
everywhere."