"It is father's wish," Agatha replied. "The bicycle was sold by his
orders."
"Oh!" Prudence exclaimed, with a gesture of impatience. "I know.
What's the good of talking? I am sick of all this pretence of anxiety.
You hate me to have any enjoyment. You never rest--you never have
rested, from seeking to make my life colourless and dull. You are
satisfied only when you keep me sewing, or working in the parish. Well,
I won't sew any more--for fear I prick my fingers, and I won't work in
the parish either from a nervous dread of having my morals contaminated.
If I can't do the things I like, I won't do the things I don't like
either."
Miss Agatha's anger, if more controlled, was every whit as great as
Prudence's. She gazed down upon her sister where she lay upon the sofa
with eyes of cold dislike. Always they had been antagonistic. She had
resented her father's second marriage bitterly, and had disliked his
young wife: the earlier resentment, and the dislike for Prudence's
mother, influenced her largely in her antagonism towards the child of
the marriage, the child who was dearer to their father than any of his
other children, and who was so unlike the rest. But she had, according
to her own view, conscientiously done her duty by her young sister: the
accusation of jealous injustice stung her; she felt that she had not
merited that.
"You are wicked and ungrateful," she said. "You display a great want of
control, and an unchristian spirit. I hope that later, when you have
given yourself time to reflect, you will regret what you have said. I
confess I don't understand you."
"No," Prudence rejoined. "You never have understood me. I don't
suppose you ever will."
"You are not," Miss Agatha answered shortly, "so complex as you
imagine."
Having nothing further to say, and feeling irritated by the laugh with
which her rebuke was received, she closed the interview by leaving the
room.