He was quite right; she knew that; all he said was perfectly just. But
a woman seldom reasons on lines of strict justice. She would have liked
Edward Morgan better had he been generous rather than just. Instead she
went to bed feeling angry with him and compassionate towards Steele.
Why, she wondered, had she forbidden Steele to write? And why had he
obeyed her so implicitly? He might in any case have sent her a line of
farewell before sailing. She would not have cared had the whole family
seen it if only she had received that small assurance that he
remembered.
Perhaps he did not remember. Perhaps when he left Wortheton he had put
her out of his thoughts. There was no reason why he should continue to
bear her in mind when circumstances had taken him out of her life and
separated them so widely. There were fresh interests now, new scenes,
to engage and distract his attention. The Wortheton episode had played
an unimportant part in his life. Such episodes, she knew, were frequent
in most men's lives, and stood for no more than they were, pleasant
interludes breaking the monotony of everyday things.
Then her thoughts strayed reminiscently to that stolen interview under
her window; and she recalled things Steele had said to her and the
manner of their utterance; and it seemed to her by the light of those
half-forgotten memories that he had acted disloyally in going out of her
life so completely. He _had_ betrayed an interest in her. And he had
stirred up a corresponding interest in her breast. He had no right to
do that and then to pass on and forget.
Two days later Edward Morgan returned to Derbyshire. It had been his
intention to propose to Prudence before returning. He had had an
interview with Mr Graynor, and had ascertained that his suit was viewed
favourably by her father; but Prudence herself was a little difficult
during those last two days; and Mr Morgan did not feel sufficiently
confident of success with her to put his happiness to the test. Her
variable moods disconcerted him. It did not occur to him to seek an
explanation of her decreased kindliness in anything that had passed
between them; and so he failed to trace his fall in her esteem to the
information he had given her in regard to Steele. That unfortunate
relation had opened up a wider gulf than he would have believed
possible, as a more generous account would, while raising him in her
esteem, have decreased the influence of the absent Steele. Now the
balance weighed in Steele's favour; and Mr Morgan was made
uncomfortably conscious of a lack of response to his tenderness from the
girl he hoped to marry.
On the evening before he left he had an interview with her alone.